One of the people that's been through a lot in my life is  mileszelos.

What makes him so interesting is that in the span that I've known him, he's done and gone through most of the lessons that I myself had already learned. This wasn't patronizing at all, instead it made me understand a lot about the choices I made. Why did I make them? What was the point? Did I make the right choices as an adult? Even more-so, because I had already gone through so much of what he was currently going through, he had some one to look to for when things got hectic.

From when he was living at home, to living on his own, I've seen him grow so much in so little time. Even if he's portrayed as taller than me in this picture, I've always felt like the more experienced best friend that he needs to get through life's daily hardships. It's something I just kind of feel I need as well. If I'm doing well, I like to help others do well. I feel my own sense of dependance when someone is dependent on me. Funny how that works, huh?

We use each other, and we're both completely aware of it. It's the part of a very strong mutual relationship between two people, when it's perfectly okay knowing that you are mooching off of each other's strengths in order to get by. Such transactions can either be very poorly acted on, or become a gain that leads to a stepping stone upward in one's life.

He just wants to feel special, to feel like he's worth something. Regardless if he believes me or not, he is. Everyone is special. Maybe it's because of the crisis I've had in the last year or so, but when I've grown to appreciate life so much more, that also means I've grown to appreciate those in my world that much more. This dork is certainly one of them.

I love you, Zelos. Fuck your blank ass valentine's card. Even if this writing sucks, at least I wrote something. #getbodied

 pmoss