I'm a very shy person by nature...Shyly paranoid perhaps...Its not easy for me to fit in...its not easy for me to feel comfortable...I tend to stay in my own area because its safe and happy...and I know whats here..

So when I go find you- watch you...fave your art or even comment...Its a huge thing to me. because I am not good at it..Its out of my zone..its out of my area...and I have no idea how to react or what to say. I dont know if you'll take my comment the wrong way and get angry (PLEASE DONT OMG) Or you'll think i was being mean when i point out a flaw...I really do try to be nice and I try to be kind and accepting...I really do...

But even then I still am like omg...They hate me...they must hate me..Imma hide some more. *hides*

And I tend to get annoyed when I DO step out of that comfort area..when I manage to do so and I comment, watch or fave someone..and I do not get a response...you'd be surprised how often this happens. and so it discourages me from doing so again...shoves me back into my shell...and I sit there by myself and hide.

I comment back to those who comment to me, thank people for favorites and watches because I would feel rude if I didnt...and I think by all means I SHOULD Thank them...and reply to them... I hate being ignored...so why would I ignore them?

So yea...quick amusing picture to explain something <3

Please dont take my shyness personally. sometimes I dont know what to say.