as i lay here, spirit broken, scars showing starkly against snow white fur, i dream....dream of what once was. what is. what could someday be....i fear.
for a future so far from certain. and i hurt. tried so hard to flee my past, flee the pain that has followed me so relentlessly for most of my life, but as always, it has found me again. is it always going to be like this.....?


so, this was a gift for my...er...
exmate, still goodfriend.
we had an art trade....a drawing for a song.
his half was AMAZING, of course.
and heres mine.
a penguin/bat/anteater/pandolin.

he looks mostly badlike.
i tried to make his markings like that of a penguin. kind of. and the beak.
he has an anteater's tounge (cant see it)
and a pandolin's tail.
EDIT!!! : his name is Mokab. :3

and, this looks TERRIBLE on here.
the camera took away almost all the shading.
irl, it looks amazing.
better than this, at least.