i can tell just what you want
you dont want to be alone
you dont want to be alone

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so far tech school is going all right but i still haven't made any friends. when i was on CQ two weeks ago i made friends with someone, but he got his orders so he's leaving in the next week or so now so i'm not sure what i'm going to do.
i try to make friends with others in my class (a class of about ten students), one of which is my roommate but she doesn't really speak to me. and i sit at the back of the class next to someone but even he doesn't talk to me even when i do try to start conversation.
i've been feeling really down all last week and i feel like i'm slipping back into how i was during high school and it makes me feel really uncomfortable, and i felt like cutting a few days ago and that was a shocking feeling that i haven't had in a long time. and then my boyfriend is seven states away and even though we're both going to Korea together in a few months it's still really hard because Skype doesn't work for him at his base. ):
JUST A LOT OF FEELINGS.