If you know the meaning of this card- how the Magician represents using one's abilities to break the norm and think outside the box- you could begin to understand how I see myself in that card. And if you know the symbolism of the clothes he's wearing and the upraised fist, you'd begin to understand the deeper meaning why I feel like being the Magician.

A man clad in a red, black, and green robe holds his fist aloft, in a symbol of rebellion and power, as used by radicals who lived decades ago. As the transformation from human to wolf completes, he finds himself overwhelmed with a new sense of masculinity, power, and vitality, and with a new appreciation for the music and literature of men who live so far away. His life is a paradox, as through his magical abilities he can transcend a distance far greater than anywhere else in the world, all without leaving his physical location.