Sometimes, I feel like I'm the only one that exists, and that everyone else is just made up so that my life is a story... I just shake off that thought, though...

Woah that's deep yo

Funny, that's pretty much my fursona's entire existence. ^^; Or at least, having real reason to believe that but not being able to know the answer.

Reality is a fickle thing, innit?

Same.

I know the feeling. Sometimes my life seems, from week to week, so repetitive, so... formulaic, that sometimes I think that everyone around me might just be figments of my imagination, brought on by watching too much television, reading too much fiction, and wishing that there was someone to talk to that I could be relatively happy around. So I could have just imagined up a family, friends, coworkers, etc. to give a sensation of normalcy to my life, and then just played along with the events played out by my own imagination...
That may not be the case, but you never can quite tell about these things... I mean, heck, some days smack of more unreality than an episode of The Twilight Zone, so, you just never quite know...

This in complete honesty makes me curl up in a ball a cry. *offers understanding hugs*

I feel like I can relate to this. Is this a lil series ?

You have this talent where you can make stuff so dreamlike.

Is there really a way to shake off a feeling? what is emotion, what drives that, and what dirives that which drives emotion? Chemical signals in the brain? That would make sense given that is out only wat to precive reality. thats why, even now despite not seeing them, them not interaction with physical objects, or anything of that sort, right now i have a set of ears, a tail, and a small set of wings. (personal spiritual stuff). Yes but form a conceptual stand point, it makes little sense to continue to refer to it as such. From a psychological stand point, your feelings of nonexistence might stem from some form of trauma that you have sustained. Or perhaps its something of an idea that got lodged in your head, perhaps the idea of Nihilism would suit you better, to believe nothing is real and that everything is perception? Or it could stem from something incredibly small. For the longest, and even now, Ive struggled with the idea of do i have any form of beauty. Do i have any redeeming qualities? That stemmed from someone just jokingly referring to me as a bastard. At first i took it as a joke but the more i analyzed that, the more i realized how much of a terrible person i was. Now, almost 7 years later, im still thinking about that. and the idea that i looked WAY too deep into it. to try and find some deeper meaning to it and perhaps in that way, i was wrong. by looking so deep into something like that i had came up with evidance that wasnt all that bad of an action. [perhaps this stemmed from something you or someone else had said? i dont know, i cannot awnser for you, only hoe that you get better.

Nothing That Has Happened So Far Has Been Anything We Could Control

the fact that you are able to feel this way is proof you exist.