You see my face. It cringes when our eyes connect.
Seeing the pain and all of the abuse flashes before my eyes and you walk towards me.
I am my own person. Im done being lost in a world of subjectivity
I am my own person now I tore my heart out along with yours because you were injecting me with your poison and slowly killing me with your lies.

My heart is beating again and its no thanks to you.
I am looking at that big smiling sun and I am smiling back over those rainy clouds I cried under for so long.
Nothing will hold me back.
Those thoughts that left me frantic and sweating in my sleep are gone.
I sleep more peacefully than an innocent baby knowing
your no longer in my life
and I no longer have those fears.

I am a halloween dog on purpose.
to leave my fears behind me
and look forward smiling at the people I love and that love me in front of me :)