*SCREAMING* (read desc.)
by TheCrimsonKanga
Digital Artist
12 years ago
I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE
I HAVENT BEEN POSTING ANYTHING BECAUSE I HAVE A CASE OF THE MAJOR ART BLOCK
AND I FEEL PRESSURED TO COMPLETE THESE REQUESTS BECAUSE HONESTLY YOU GUYS ARE THE CLOSEST THINGS TO FAMILY THAT I HAVE AT THE MOMENT AND I FEEL THAT I SHOULD USE THE GIFT THAT I HAVE TO REWARD BOTH MYSELF MORALLY AND YOU GUYS FOR JUST BEING AMAZING
BUT AT THE SAME TIME, BECAUSE I FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT YOU ALL, I HAVE TO GIVE MY 110% ALL TO CREATE ARTWORK,
AND BECAUSE OF MY LACK OF GRIT AND CURRENT ART-RELATED STATE I CANNOT DO THAT, AND I DONT WANT TO CREATE SHITTY ARTWORK FOR MY "FAMILY" BECAUSE THAT WOULD MAKE ME MORE TERRIBLE THEN MY ALREADY TERRIBLE EMOTIONAL STATE
AND SO I HAVE TO GET RID OF MY ART BLOCK FIRST AN SO I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DRAW ANYTHING, ANYTHING TO START CLAWING AT THIS WALL AND I CANT MAKE SHIT FOR THE LIFE OF ME
THIS STARTS TO UNDERMINE MY CONFIDENCE IN CREATING ARTWORK AND THEN I SCREAM AND THEN I GET COMPLAINTS FILED AGAINST ME AND MY APARTMENT BUILDING AND FUCK
ANYWAYS THIS IS WHY I HAVENT POSTED ANYTHING IN A LONG TIME AND I FEEL SO FUCKING SORRY FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS TO PUT UP WITH MY SHIT
I AM SO SORRY
I
I JUST
*SCREAMING*
I HAVENT BEEN POSTING ANYTHING BECAUSE I HAVE A CASE OF THE MAJOR ART BLOCK
AND I FEEL PRESSURED TO COMPLETE THESE REQUESTS BECAUSE HONESTLY YOU GUYS ARE THE CLOSEST THINGS TO FAMILY THAT I HAVE AT THE MOMENT AND I FEEL THAT I SHOULD USE THE GIFT THAT I HAVE TO REWARD BOTH MYSELF MORALLY AND YOU GUYS FOR JUST BEING AMAZING
BUT AT THE SAME TIME, BECAUSE I FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT YOU ALL, I HAVE TO GIVE MY 110% ALL TO CREATE ARTWORK,
AND BECAUSE OF MY LACK OF GRIT AND CURRENT ART-RELATED STATE I CANNOT DO THAT, AND I DONT WANT TO CREATE SHITTY ARTWORK FOR MY "FAMILY" BECAUSE THAT WOULD MAKE ME MORE TERRIBLE THEN MY ALREADY TERRIBLE EMOTIONAL STATE
AND SO I HAVE TO GET RID OF MY ART BLOCK FIRST AN SO I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DRAW ANYTHING, ANYTHING TO START CLAWING AT THIS WALL AND I CANT MAKE SHIT FOR THE LIFE OF ME
THIS STARTS TO UNDERMINE MY CONFIDENCE IN CREATING ARTWORK AND THEN I SCREAM AND THEN I GET COMPLAINTS FILED AGAINST ME AND MY APARTMENT BUILDING AND FUCK
ANYWAYS THIS IS WHY I HAVENT POSTED ANYTHING IN A LONG TIME AND I FEEL SO FUCKING SORRY FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS TO PUT UP WITH MY SHIT
I AM SO SORRY
I
I JUST
*SCREAMING*
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so i ignored my artblock and i drew when it felt right!!
it will come to you soon, dont worry