
When your own mind is your worst enemy...
...and your heart breaks because of it.
Severe panic attacks keep me from flying to see loved ones, and I feel so pathetic, so angry at myself, but most of all just hurt that I am the barrier standing in the way of seeing my family and friends.
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Severe panic attacks keep me from flying to see loved ones, and I feel so pathetic, so angry at myself, but most of all just hurt that I am the barrier standing in the way of seeing my family and friends.
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I'm right there with you. I have panic attacks too, and they have gotten in the way of getting jobs and seeing friends and even leaving the house some days. I'm still trying to figure out how to cope, but I have someone special who helps me through my stuff. It's good to have people around you who really care and want to help you. I'm going to a counselor right now, maybe you could too, just to have someone to talk to who knows what you're going through? I wish I could help, all I can do is give hopefully helpful advice. I hope you feel better soon, and I hope you can see your family soon, or at least talk to them. I'm sure they love you and they understand what you're going through.
Ey yo, I suffer from the same thing but found two words REALLY help: "Fuck it". Deep breath, good look at the whole thing like "So I'll be out there doing this and that, or at home doing the same stupid stuff....fuck it, I'm going". And not just once, saying it over and over and over until you're doing it. Still nervous as hell but worth it once you're there.
My mind is my own worst enemy, mainly because I worry too much. Mainly on the subjects of "I know I should have done this instead of that...", "There's not enough hours in the day, hurry, hurry, HURRY!", or "What if I mess up (now, tomorrow, etc.)?". I don't know. I just tend to worry about what could have been, what is, and what could be; time in general. This is probably what causes most of my problems in the first place, but my mind just won't let it go, there's always that undercurrent of worry and nerves. In other words, I worry about everything!
At least you have one thing that you can work on remedying... I wish you the best of luck (probably a bit late, but still... late luck is better than none at all...).
At least you have one thing that you can work on remedying... I wish you the best of luck (probably a bit late, but still... late luck is better than none at all...).
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