hey friends
i am drawing once more but im still kinda just "being with myself" for a while to get used to that.

i think a lot of my stress comes from posting stuff online, and its not that anyone has been giving me trouble you guys are always super nice to me.... i just put expectations on myself that no one could ever fulfill, so i end up freaking out over something that could easily be prevented.
so i think im gonna refrain from posting stuff still for a while, sorry. im still kinda keeping my tumblr up to date but its still kinda slow posting there too...

i just need time to reflect on myself more, i think. im not disappearing, but i dont know where i'll be going artwise or what ill be doing. i need to do more for myself, to re-gain the self satisfaction i've lost with my art. it's been too long since i've been able to make myself happy with my art. i want to work on that.


a long sentimental post on a crop picture. lmao