So... had a moment of introspection during a discussion with my pup. I decided there's three strong elements to who I am, and this is the three in character form. I still feel like I'm Huck the Grizzly Bear, but the other two are also very strong parts of my personality and I like being able to put them into a solid form like this.

So, this is them:

Huckleberry Sawdust the Grizzly Bear:
A big, fat, lovable bear who is all about joy, attachment, love, and beauty. And food. I love to eat because I enjoy food, and I find that enjoyment beautiful, like... there's beauty in good taste, and stuffing myself feels good, in a bodily sort of way. Yeah. A big stomach and a big heart go hand in hand, and Huck definitely has them both.

The Jackal/Desert Wolf:
This one's a little more difficult to explain... I imagine him in a desert, all by himself, fighting for survival. He has brown and orange-tinted fur, a red scarf, dark leather armor and black pants, torn and scratched and weathered by the desert. He carries a huge sword and a handgun, which you can see holstered at his right hip. He's aggressive, impatient, and often ruthless, but not unnecessarily cruel. He often intimidates people and then gets impatient when they're afraid of him, and so decides to just be by himself rather than dealing with them. He accepts no help from anyone.

Also, once you get to know him you realize that the scars inside him are much deeper than the ones throughout him.

The Amphibian:
Now, this guy I like. The drawing's not finished because I'm not so sure quite what he looks like, and because I don't have the drawing skill to draw what my sight of him is ><

He's supposed to have intricately patterned scales all over his body. They're of various colors, and they're everywhere, like tattoos, the kind you could lose yourself in for hours, just following the lines and patterns. But he doesn't wear any clothes. Ever. So his entire body is always showing. This means that he never covers any of himself up. He displays his true colors as they are for everyone to see instead of disguising them, and his every physical expression is a part his body and therefore of who he is.

I was going to draw him at a library, kind of looking up at a bookshelf for something to read.

so... the downside to him though is that he's all intellect. Cold-blooded. He looks at everything with an analytical eye and doesn't look for or pursue attachments. He searches for knowledge for knowledge's sake and is impartial to everything else that goes on around him. This causes a sort of emotional distance, an aloof detachment between him and the world around him.

There's also an element of gender fluidity with him. Some amphibians have the ability to change their gender depending on their mate. Males will physically change their bodies and become females, and females males, in order to be with someone of their same sex. I feel like that reflects who I am in my attractions to others. I don't really see gender as a determining factor on who I'm attracted to... or even who someone is. I see people as people... and when I get to know those people I start to feel attracted to them, as people, regardless of what their sex or gender is. So... yeah. Also, water's cool. Swimming is good. *nod nod*






so... yeah. That's all the me's. I know, I know, I don't have a name for the other two yet, but they're not finished yet. But what do you think? Which of them seem interesting to you? Would you read a story about any of them? Who do you like/don't like? What's tastier than Nutella?

Feel free to let me know~