*holds close*

please...
*holds you close and cries*

*smiles softly as she just holds him close, using a hand to put the gun down* I'm sorry you're feeling this way, my sweet... I really am. Tell me what you need to tell me.. What you wish to tell me... I'm here for you...

can you be on skype or should i note you, hun?

Note please~ <3

*hugs you tight* please lay the gun down

ill... try...
*hugs back and cries*

I'll finish my trade for you, maybe that'll make you feel a little better. :)

It would help, thank you much

Suicide can't ever be the answer. I went through the same state of mind in my late teens. My caprices made everyday life a struggle because I would not allow myself to focus. But I eventually realized that with time things can get better. We live in a world where things can be tough, cold, and demanding at times, but that doesn't mean that there aren't people who will be there for others. We just have to allow ourselves to have the strength to push through the tumultuous periods of our lives, sometimes we have to find someone we trust and love to do just that. What helped me through such times may be different then what may have helped others.. My help came spiritually rather than socially.. But for those who do allow themselves to seek the help of others, there are benevolent individuals out there willing to help the hurting of others even at their own expense. Life isn't bleak, barren, or hopeless; it's a beautiful gift that despite its hardships is, indeed, worth living.

thanks for the advice... ill try to live by your words and advice. Even though if this pain and jealousy and desperation is great.

Its quite like me. I think to kill myself too. big pain takes me down, cruel people, stress, depression and so much other things. After all, I found something, what what helped me a lot. Sad is, its very dangerous.

yeah... its stressful as fuck... but oh well.. thats the world for ya

Yes. This terrible. Like today ni my work. But today I would use the gun on some people in my work!

I've been there. Like RiotsWhisker said, suicide should never be the answer, but be aware that, if you don't get help, it may reach a point where you forget that. And even if it's just an instant, that's enough. You need to get help before that happens. Again going off what Whisker said, everyone is helped differently. Myself, it was through professional counseling and group therapy. If you think it will help, I know of a really good self-help book that I was assigned as well. Good luck with getting better, and I'm almost always available if you want to talk.

thanks... i try to forget about my depressions by playing video games and draw... and so far, Battlefield 4 has helped alot.

I've too have contemplated suicide and almost did. I wanted to jump off the highest building in my city and depart from this world. Eventually, a slight dose of fear from heights drove me to drive down to the river and just give myself a good long cry in my car. I'm telling you this because you aren't alone in your suffering

i know.. i guess there is a reason we feel fear.... its to prevent us from doing something stupid.

I think we have all been down that road but trying to commit suicide is never the answer. We bare the pain but we have to come out stronger *holds you* its ok to cry, its the pain leaving the body. Don't be afraid to talk to anyone about how you feel

i desperatly trying to talk to everyone... and i hope this pain is gonna make me stronger, since ive had it for over 2 years now.

You aren't alone and you don't have to face the depression and sadness alone *opens arms for a hug*

*hugs you and cries in your arms*

*Rubs your back as I hold you to my chest* Its ok... it'll be ok... sshh....

*hugs you* There there...

*hugs and cries*

I am truly sorry for everyone that must endure such horrible thoughts. I wish I could be there to help them all...to hold them close, to comfort them, to assure them that everything will be alright...and it hurts me knowing that I cannot.

Life is full of beauty. Darkness can do no more than hide it from our vision.

aaaw those are sweet words from you.

I've said my words several times by now. You probably know them by heart. I don't need to say it again. So just remember, like many of your friends, I'm here. *hugs you tightly*

*hugs you tight and cries*
god damnit... i know.. and i love you for it, you are seriosly one of the best friends ive ever had! *keeps hugging you tightly*

And I'll do my best not to disappoint you, my friend. *hugs you back just as tightly*

I feel the same everyday and unfortunately all the people who try to help you are just liars who pretend to care about you but they just feel the same pathetic compassion someoneshows when looking at an abandoned kitty.

Life will always be sad, life will always be miserable, life will always be painful. The only thing thqt can really help you is winning the lottery, the rest are just useless lies to keep you suffering every single second.

Cuz you know it, I know it too, life is not enjoyable at all, life is not a gift, it is a damn curse, it is the worst thing ever.

We are trapped.

No. You are wrong.

dont you come here and call my friends a liar!

because thats just rude.