Fucking lies and bullshit!!!!! YOU ALWAYS DESERVE TO BE HAPPY because you are amazing and beautiful and incredible and kind and you are my Paulas. Just look at all the old art I upload for you and how I think about you all the time to this day. Been listening to a lot of old music, Jack Off Jill in particular and of course every song makes me think of you. You deserve all the happiness in the world and more and no matter what that voice in your head is telling you it's wrong. I know what it's like to have that constant droning in your ear that you don't deserve it, but you have to fight it and know that with the people that love you by your side you can know that.

Despite how sad this is it's really damn cute, I just want to jump in there and hug you forever. Kitties always make me feel better so hug that kitty and think of me and how much I love you and always will!