I have been in that place. We're here for you. it's safe with us. let us know what is wrong.

I'm just trying to release some of my dark thoughts. Everything I feel right now isn't good, and no one has been able to make me feel better. Unfortunately it's a battle I have to fight myself, but putting my pain out there seems to help a little.

Even if I do feel bad throwing my negativity at people

I know the dark thoughts. that others must die, that one must die. that you wish you could just tear their skin off and wear it while you slowly torture them to death. I can understand how putting your pain out there helps. because you get some of it out of you. Just remember that you are not alone.

Jesus is the answer.
He will save you.
All you need to do is ask him.

really? that's your answer to something like this? *shakes my head*

I see.
My apologies, then.

no need to apologize. you're entitled to your beliefs. but religion doesn't solve everything. I doubt that that its effective against sadness though I'm sure it works sometimes.

I understand.
It is only as effective as you believe it to be. If you doubt its effectiveness, then surely it will not be.
However, if you were to take the chance to believe, you might be surprised at how effective it truly is.
Not only against sadness but against hopelessness, despair, anxiety, depression, suicide ect.
You will never know unless you take the chance and try; to see for yourself if whether or not it works. To test and see if the water is good.

It something is only as effective as you believe it to be, wouldn't that mean that it's effectiveness is purely psychological; a basic placebo effect? Meaning that in reality it really isn't effective at all, and you're just tricking yourself into thinking it is?......

Take care and get all the rest you need.

Being in a position where the future might be unknown is scary. I'm in that position now, with moving down to florida and joining the air force. It makes me anxious thinking of what could possibly derail it all. Now this may not be the case for you, but I imagine it must at least be a part of it. You just have to hold onto whatever plans you think are best for you, and keep at them until they become reality. Find comfort in the good things to come, and make them happen. As always, I'm here whenever you need someone to talk to, you might find comfort in that you are not alone.

Take care~

cool pic it's so creepy

is it ok if i use this for a holloween video later

I'm really glad you like my art! Unfortunately this piece is super personal so I wouldn't be comfortable seeing it used outside of here.
Thanks for asking first though :)

It's okay to hurt, to feel the pain, the heartache, but you don't have to fear it.

I hope you are feeling a little better since you have drawn this :c

Trying to be positive. I'm just doing ups and downs a lot

That's a good attitude. Wish i could help you in anyway.

"If you are depressed, you are living in the past.
If you are anxious, you are living in the future.
If you are at peace, you are living in the present."
-Lao Tzu

I have walked down that road an sometimes I still tend to wonder down that road an remember this proverb an try to change my thoughts.

Hopefully that this helps if not then my arms are open an I am all ears, I am a survivor an I try to help those with ups and downs. =^w^=