Inspired by the song "Prodigal" by OneRepublic.
Why is this special to me? What you might not know is how I got sick (hence why I left). This song was my ticket to getting through. I had these very, very severe headaches and began to lose my vision. I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, I almost gave up on life. My basketball season was going terrible, I had a lot of problems. I went to so many doctors that I actually forget how many I've gone too. They all came up with no answers. My grades began to go, I began missing school. I couldn't keep up with everything. I was to neurologists, had EEGs and MRIs taken, the whole nine years. NO ANWERS but Migraines. I am not convinced.
My headaches started to cease in April-June. I attempted suicide a in June. Fortunately I failed. I am thankful for failing because I slowly started coming out of depression thanks to new friends and such. Slowly they have been coming back, mostly on the right side of my brain. I haven't slept in about a week. But now I am being tested for Bipolar disorder. Its been 6 months now and its funny how something like that can change a person for the better.
To understand how much pain I go through, try having something like a brain-freeze 24/7, so painful that tears roll from your eyes and it feels like the end of the world. Try living with that. I don't know how I do it :/
Enough of my sob story. Bout this, it came to mind when "Prodigal" came on. This song is so special to me <3
Sorry.
Why is this special to me? What you might not know is how I got sick (hence why I left). This song was my ticket to getting through. I had these very, very severe headaches and began to lose my vision. I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, I almost gave up on life. My basketball season was going terrible, I had a lot of problems. I went to so many doctors that I actually forget how many I've gone too. They all came up with no answers. My grades began to go, I began missing school. I couldn't keep up with everything. I was to neurologists, had EEGs and MRIs taken, the whole nine years. NO ANWERS but Migraines. I am not convinced.
My headaches started to cease in April-June. I attempted suicide a in June. Fortunately I failed. I am thankful for failing because I slowly started coming out of depression thanks to new friends and such. Slowly they have been coming back, mostly on the right side of my brain. I haven't slept in about a week. But now I am being tested for Bipolar disorder. Its been 6 months now and its funny how something like that can change a person for the better.
To understand how much pain I go through, try having something like a brain-freeze 24/7, so painful that tears roll from your eyes and it feels like the end of the world. Try living with that. I don't know how I do it :/
Enough of my sob story. Bout this, it came to mind when "Prodigal" came on. This song is so special to me <3
Sorry.
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