*hugs

your never alone. there is always some one here for you hun.

*huggles back and nods and sighs* Yeah, that's something I know... Somehow at least...
It's just... I was at EF and the nerves on my back got infected on the trip there, so every single movement hurt like crazy and even though I took medicine, ointments, painkillers, etc. I could hardly deal with the pain^^' I had to stay in the hotel room for the whole week while all the others had their fun... *sighs* And well... Of course I'm glad tat there were some friends who cared for me and visited me and I can't stress enough how much this means to me, but then again... I was still alone a lot and yeah... *sighs* Realizing that you did a lot for people and they don't even have the guts to show up even though they now where you are and how you feel... It hurt a lot and made me cry a lot in addition to that unbearable physical pain >,< It was such a bad time... I'm finally at home and still have a lot of pain, it will take 3-4 weeks till I recover, but at least I have my notebook now and can distract myself somehow...

Hun i experience that feeling daily. People even go as far as spread rumors about and even try to slander my name. All cause im friendly and a playful flirt. I mean no harm in it. But sadly people will only see what they want to see. Your real friends would have came up to visit you and they did. Hold onto them and cherish them.

If you ever need to talk bout anything feel free to note me.

HmmHmm, I know how people are ~,~ I don't have a good opinion about humanity, but that's why I usually try my best to spread joy and love and make people smile^^' I desperately try the little I can to make this world a better place^^'
Many people are just selfish and weak and use the chance to talk behind someone's back because it is easy and makes them feel better because they don't have to think about how pathetic they are >,< *sighs* It usually end up quite sad when people show their true nature and don't hide behind a nice mask anymore...
The only thing you can do is continue to do what you think is right :)

Very well said hun. I couldn't agree more

*pat nasuki's back*

*looks to you and smirks weakly* Thanks a lot~ *sighs*

I'm so sorry if there was in fact genuine emotion being depicted here. In any case, it's excellent artwork--making a donkey look this cute takes real talent and love--and what a nice gesture. God bless!

Thank you

You're welcome.

H-Hey^^' Donkeys are always cute XP *pokes my tongue at you* But yeah, she definitely did an awesome job~

No offense meant. It's just that this picture looks cuter than any donkey I've ever seen.

Haha, it's fine *winks* just wanted to tease you a bit :3 *winks* As I said, she did a really haaawsome job~<3

"You are not alone!"

*nuzzles and snorts* It's sometimes very hard to believe when you experience certain cruel situations :/

Very powerful, and it's very sad. You might feel sad and lonely when there's no one around to hug you, but you're always in our hearts, and we are in yours *hugs*

Yeah, you know how I felt and I really had to get rid of all those emotions in some way or the other... *nods and cuddles sadly close to you* I'm just glad that I have some honest friends like you :)

Awe, whats the matter Sweety? *sits next to and listens*

*sighs sadly and flattens my ears* I was at EF and the nerves on my back got infected on the trip there, so every single movement hurt like crazy and even though I took medicine, ointments, painkillers, etc. I could hardly deal with the pain^^' I had to stay in the hotel room for the whole week while all the others had their fun... *sighs* And well... Of course I'm glad tat there were some friends who cared for me and visited me and I can't stress enough how much this means to me, but then again... I was still alone a lot and yeah... *sighs* Realizing that you did a lot for people and they don't even have the guts to show up even though they now where you are and how you feel... It hurt a lot and made me cry a lot in addition to that unbearable physical pain >,< It was such a bad time... *sniffs* And since I already had a rough last year it was just the last kick I really didn't need when I laid already at the ground <,<
I'm finally at home and still have a lot of pain, it will take 3-4 weeks till I recover, but at least I have my notebook now and can distract myself somehow...

Awe Sugar <3 I know how that feels. . .this FC in Jan . .i got sicks the entire last day .. like thought i was gonna die sick. . and like only 3 people came to see me . . including my wife *Hugs tight* I'm a good listener if you ever need an ear to bend <3

*hugs tight* Yeah, it doesn't matter if it's only a day or a week, being alone and in pain always sucks >,< Thanks a lot though, it's always nice to meet nice new people :3

Meeting new people can always lift ones spirits abit <3 *smiles softly*

Wellll, little friend, pack animals don't ever have to be alone! This cow will happily help you haul that load.

*nods over and over again while I listen to you* I'll try my best to remember it, but it's really hard in some situations like the one the whole last week and the past year >,<

ahh... Believe me, I know how it feels. Cheer up buddy.

*nods* Definitely try my best to do this somehow right now... The pic was made to deal with my emotiones somehow^^' Too much time alone when you have a lot of pain already can be a pain in the ass >,<

*cries, hugs him tight*

*sniffs a bit and cuddles close to you and nuzzles*

*kisses your forehead* there there little one

I can relate.

~<3

*nudges you kindly with my nose and tries to force myself to smile a bit under the tears to cheer you up*

*hugs*

*huggles and sighs* Things will work out somehow... >,<

Aw, I feel that way sometimes :(

*nods and sighs* It's not a nice thing to go through >,<

I've known this feels for over 15 years since my divorce...

*nudges you kindly with my nose* Sorry to hear that :/

You are never alone

*cuddles close to you* It's just... Well... You know the situation... After such a time so much pain and so much time alone you sometimes just can't fight the darkness anymore, no matter how hard you try ;(

Wow...
You've done a wonderful job with this piece, Ruki.
I never considered what life would be like for a work animal...
Keep up the great work. Your art is amazing.

thank you! :)

I'm glad that ruki did such a wonderful job with this pic, it really pictures my feelings and thoughts and it fits so well with the words I came up with^^
All in all life as a work animal isn't that bad, but you know... There are just those times that no matter how hard you try and force yourself to go on, you notice that there's no way and you just give in and cry and cry and cry^^' *sighs* But somehow and somehow things will be nicer again, that's something you can't forget :)

aawww...the poor little guy looks like he needs a hug....*hugs the poor little guy*

*cuddles close to you and sighs* Thanks~

aaww, whats the matter little guy? *continues to hug you close*

*sighs sadly and flattens my ears* I was at EF and the nerves on my back got infected on the trip there, so every single movement hurt like crazy and even though I took medicine, ointments, painkillers, etc. I could hardly deal with the pain^^' I had to stay in the hotel room for the whole week while all the others had their fun... *sighs* And well... Of course I'm glad tat there were some friends who cared for me and visited me and I can't stress enough how much this means to me, but then again... I was still alone a lot and yeah... *sighs* Realizing that you did a lot for people and they don't even have the guts to show up even though they now where you are and how you feel... It hurt a lot and made me cry a lot in addition to that unbearable physical pain >,< It was such a bad time... *sniffs* And since I already had a rough last year it was just the last kick I really didn't need when I laid already at the ground <,<
I'm finally at home and still have a lot of pain, it will take 3-4 weeks till I recover, but at least I have my notebook now and can distract myself somehow...

aaww....you poor little guy...Thats horrible to hear....*smiles softly and rubs your head between your ears gently* at least you'll get better over time

*gulps and wipes away some tears, pressing my head against your head and closing my eyes, trying the best I can to calm down* HmmHmmm~ I just have to go on and am not allowed to give up^^'

*chuckles a bit when you press your head against mine, brings one of my arms around your head and hugs it against my own gently* you can make it mate, I'd even be around to help if i can

*sighs happily and just enjoys the feeling of not being alone* Thanks so much for everything^^'

hehe your very welcome little guy. I couldn't just leave a cute little donkey such as yourself feeling lonely and hurt like that~

Excellent work, but it's so sad... =(

Well, I usually try my best to be a sunny boy and just be happy go lucky... But it just wasn't possible to keep on with that mask and I tried to deal with the negative emotions somehow^^' That's what came out of it in the end^^'

aaww… the poor little guy *hugs him tight*

*huggles and nuzzles* Haaaw~

Thanks so much for all the work you put into it hun, it turned out just the way I imagined it, or maybe even much cuter :) *sighs and smiles warmly at you* Definitely helped to deal with the situation somehow^^' *scratches the back of my head* As people already said many times, keep up with your awesome work :)

*hugs* I know the feeling there.

I can so relate to this, on so many levels............