
I'm a bitch, I'm a bitch
Oh the bitch is back
Stone cold sober as a matter of fact
I can bitch, I can bitch
'cause I'm better than you
It's the way that I move
The things that I do
Elton John - The Bitch Is Back
Fake screenshot videotape style. Yay.
Des going out of frame because he is always outside the box and he is cool like that.
Just wanted to celebrate the fact I am trying to keep positive and have a positive look towards life and shit lol
Oh the bitch is back
Stone cold sober as a matter of fact
I can bitch, I can bitch
'cause I'm better than you
It's the way that I move
The things that I do
Elton John - The Bitch Is Back
Fake screenshot videotape style. Yay.
Des going out of frame because he is always outside the box and he is cool like that.
Just wanted to celebrate the fact I am trying to keep positive and have a positive look towards life and shit lol
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You're absolutely right.
Here is something I wrote years ago...
"I'm so thankful just to be alive, and have a home to live in. Why can't people just open up their eyes and see everything they have? And all of the misfortunes that they don't have? People, you have somewhere to live, somewhere to sleep. You have family and/or friends who are there for you. You have food and water. Clean water. You are not starving to death or slowly dying of a flesh-eating disease. Why can't you just sit there and actually THINK about all that you really have... what's right in front of you, what you're taking for granted every second. That breath of air. You are living, breathing, alive, and well. You have everything you need. You ARE rich."
Unfortunately, after all the people and the drugs (drugs that my mom, you, and so many other friends warned me not to mess with) I don't feel this way anymore. x__x I became one of the depressed people that I couldn't understand. I still can't even understand my sadness a lot of the time... It just comes and goes in waves. I just can't listen to it eating away at my brain, it's wrong. ><
But I realized how much I've changed, and I don't want to be a cynical, negative person anymore. :( People are going to continue to use and abuse me no matter how much I trust them, and I just can't let it get to me. I can't be overly emotional and sensitive anymore (even though I'm a Pisces!). Like you, I'm trying to concentrate on the positive things and become an even better person than I was before. :)
I also really wish that I could see you! ;__;
Here is something I wrote years ago...
"I'm so thankful just to be alive, and have a home to live in. Why can't people just open up their eyes and see everything they have? And all of the misfortunes that they don't have? People, you have somewhere to live, somewhere to sleep. You have family and/or friends who are there for you. You have food and water. Clean water. You are not starving to death or slowly dying of a flesh-eating disease. Why can't you just sit there and actually THINK about all that you really have... what's right in front of you, what you're taking for granted every second. That breath of air. You are living, breathing, alive, and well. You have everything you need. You ARE rich."
Unfortunately, after all the people and the drugs (drugs that my mom, you, and so many other friends warned me not to mess with) I don't feel this way anymore. x__x I became one of the depressed people that I couldn't understand. I still can't even understand my sadness a lot of the time... It just comes and goes in waves. I just can't listen to it eating away at my brain, it's wrong. ><
But I realized how much I've changed, and I don't want to be a cynical, negative person anymore. :( People are going to continue to use and abuse me no matter how much I trust them, and I just can't let it get to me. I can't be overly emotional and sensitive anymore (even though I'm a Pisces!). Like you, I'm trying to concentrate on the positive things and become an even better person than I was before. :)
I also really wish that I could see you! ;__;
:D
Yeah I am very depressed too, mostly because I am lonely. I guess. But oh well.
I am thinking about it and something I don't like it's happening. I think I am pushing people away and by that I mean my online friends, which is stupid because I love them. And yet I don't think I wanna talk to them, most of them at least.
I don't know what will become of me :(
BUT ANYWAY if you ever need someone to talk to, I am always here hun <3 you know that :)
Ah yeah ;; it would be so awesome
Yeah I am very depressed too, mostly because I am lonely. I guess. But oh well.
I am thinking about it and something I don't like it's happening. I think I am pushing people away and by that I mean my online friends, which is stupid because I love them. And yet I don't think I wanna talk to them, most of them at least.
I don't know what will become of me :(
BUT ANYWAY if you ever need someone to talk to, I am always here hun <3 you know that :)
Ah yeah ;; it would be so awesome
*hugs* We really are very similar, I get the most depressed when I'm lonely, as well. x__x I do enjoy being single but when it comes right down to it I'm a sucker for love and I don't want to go very long without a boyfriend...
I think it's just because of how depressed you are. When it happens, you don't want to do things you normally love. Even drawing becomes difficult (I lost my passion for 2 years). You don't want to do anything, not even talk to friends. A lot of the time I just sleep as long as I can, I don't even want to move. It will be hard to do, but you do have to force yourself to stay positive. Believe it or not, smiling helps, too.
Yes, I know! And the same goes for you! I rarely get on Skype but you can always note me. :3
When I get some money, somehow, I promise we will meet!
I think it's just because of how depressed you are. When it happens, you don't want to do things you normally love. Even drawing becomes difficult (I lost my passion for 2 years). You don't want to do anything, not even talk to friends. A lot of the time I just sleep as long as I can, I don't even want to move. It will be hard to do, but you do have to force yourself to stay positive. Believe it or not, smiling helps, too.
Yes, I know! And the same goes for you! I rarely get on Skype but you can always note me. :3
When I get some money, somehow, I promise we will meet!
*hugs back*
Ngh though I never want to admit it, I am a sucker for love too, but I just don't wanna be with whoever. I don't know if you know what I mean x'D
Yeah I guess. I really don't wanna do anything, And yeah even drawing :( I am trying to force myself. I really need a hug right now ahah. Oh well.
<3 thank you hun I really appreciate it <333
I just wish I could come over ;;
Ngh though I never want to admit it, I am a sucker for love too, but I just don't wanna be with whoever. I don't know if you know what I mean x'D
Yeah I guess. I really don't wanna do anything, And yeah even drawing :( I am trying to force myself. I really need a hug right now ahah. Oh well.
<3 thank you hun I really appreciate it <333
I just wish I could come over ;;
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