honestly I'm really scared right now, I'm a goomy, a sexualized goomy, it's just wrong, every time I think about it, it's wrong.

I'm supposed to be cute, and safe. but I'm not. I'm attractive.
whats worse? no one wants me. I looked up my species, there isn't any hard porn of me, why? because I'm cute! what Am I supposed to do, I feel lust, incredible amounts of it, It fills me to the brim each and ever day, but how to I satisfy it, if I can't find a place to... if I can't find someone who can... even survive it?