I’m not trash. please stop insulting me. I’m not bad anymore. please. please stop.
I made a promise to improve…. please… please just help me.
I take every insult back, every single one, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
what do you want me to do. I’ll do it, I’ll do anything.
You told me I don't have any friends….
I have friends, I know I do. but… do my friends actually like me or do they pity me and so they just talk to me sometimes only to make themselves feel good..
I don’t deserve this name. I want to be goomy, I don’t want to be overshadowed by someone who doesn't even want to be here.
I’m just a very lonely ball of slime. I’m slime,you don’t want me here because I’m gross. you step on me and go “ew” and wipe me off and throw me into the trash.
…..
I am trash, aren't I. I’m trash and I belong in a dump.
I’m sorry I do this. I don’t mean to be mean. ever since I’ve seen what horrors I’ve done, I apologize, I apologize for what I did and what I may do by accident.
I’m sincerely sorry every day for who I was and who I am. I’m sorry for hurting people. sorry over and over and over.
Am I in a black list? is that why I’m not spoken to unless I whine about it?
you keep telling me the past is the past but I’m worried about my future, I’m worried that I will lose everyone I really care about every time I slip up and do something disgusting or offensive. I’m worried about the safety of people who try to talk to me and end up getting anon hate telling them to drop me.
I’m not a racist, or a rapist, or a murder. I’m USED to be verbally abusive and manipulative, but that was when I didn’t care. I now care, I now care so much. I organize my blogs, I clean up after myself. I’f I want to say something mean, I don’t. or, I try to not say mean things.
I have fits of rage, but I apologize after it, because I do not mean to hurt people.
I’m sorry, is this making you sad, I’m sorry for posting this, I’m sorry for putting gray on your colorful day. I love you all. I honestly do. I don’t hate a single person. I do not hate the people who want to have revenge on me. I sympathise with them. they want to protect their own friends, as do I. that is a good response.
I just want to start over, I want to be the goomy who loves people. I know I love people too much, but, that’s all I know how to do.
everyone, please tell me, tell me every mistake I’ve done to you. I don’t deserve pity. I want pity, but i shouldn’t need it. I confess many times and yet people just continue to both praise me and ignore me. I want to be seen for who I am, a person who made mistakes, a person trying so very hard to amend them.
I may continue to act like a sex hungry child, but that’s because I am. but, only with drawings. I’m actually shy, scared to do this stuff, I was forced to do it because people wanted me too, and now i’m stuck like this when people don’t want me too. it’s. I’m sorry. it’s just my character.
I’m scared, lonely, pathetic. I’m also a disgrace to the community, this was what i’ve been told. I’m unintresting, undesired by most.
doing it for fun was gone a long time ago. I tried to start doing this for fun again but i don’t know what to do.
I don’t know how to talk to people apparently, my existence is upsetting to people. I’m agood person, but my words are whorish, even disgusting a lot.
There is a lot of things I want to talk about, but I haven’t eaten All day. so… i need to take a break from being a depressing blister on your otherwise happy life.
I am a Five headed dragon,
I Love, I cry, I learn, I laugh, and I rage.
I am a Five headed dragon, and I am myself, I am someone who works hard to do what I do, I have regrets, yes, but I am working hard to ammend my mistakes.
I am a Five headed dragon, I have friends, I have a family who knows that within this pile of trash is something worth keeping, that is why I’m still here.
I am a Five headed dragon who cares, I want to help, I want to teach, I want to comfort, I want to protect, and I want to show love.
I am a Five headed dragon, and my wings are my art, my talent, my inspiration, my skills, and my beauty.
I am a fucking Five headed badass faceless dragon, You don’t know who I am, and you may not see me, you may think I am weak, helpless, useless, pathetic, and disgraceful, but what you can’t see is that I am powerful, beautiful, talented, interesting, and creative!
I am a Five headed dragon, and I know who I am.