I've been in a grotesquely optimistic mood lately
But depression still likes to rear its ugly head and kick me where it hurts

I know people love me and people care which I appreciate but I have no one near by who I really click with. I'm lonely and feel UN appreciated by people who I care about.

I feel physically shitty and crappy and m eye is making it hard to work commissions today

I feel like I have nothing in life to look forward to, it's all so pointless

Don't hug me. >:I