Wearing eyeliner for the first time, its sloppy work but its the best I could do. I gotta say I like it.

Sometimes I wear my mask when I go to social gatherings like parties (not partier, just like to mess with drunk people) I would keep my mask on the whole time and won't show my face to anyone. This is partly to not break the act and partly due to my shyness. I go for fursuit outings here and there as well.

Over the past while, I realized the reason some people don't or can't connect with me is because I wear masks, I put up a barrier between myself and them and they are not sure how to make a connection with me.

With this picture I show the new leap I take. I try to show myself and express myself.

I never found myself good looking, I don't like looking at myself in the mirror or take selfies.
But since I found out about the femboy lifestyle I finally found myself good looking or at least tolerable. I realize this may be shocking to some of my relatives and friends as it is very new.

But its still me.