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This pic holds some significance to my current state of mind, I think.
All around me, there are women, in pain, dying, physically mentally.
this pic shows something I've done a long time ago. I won't go in too much detail on what happened, but something severe happened to me. something I was so developed into, I tried to make it the way I wanted.. but I knew that wouldn't do anything.
On the top right is an image of my grandmom. she's dying, I know it.
on the upper left is my mom. she died.
on the bottom left is my sister, she's mentally un-stable. possibly worse then I am since I can choose to make good decisions.. but she.. she has never had anyone to be her role model. All the women around us are always in pain, who can she have to teach her? she had to go through her feminine problems all on her own. She has to cry alone, because she's the youngest and because she's the only female besides my grandmom. She just may be more alone then I am. I worry so much for her, and all these things go through my mind at a fast pace. I'm worried.. and yet, I want to believe it's all a dream. I want to leave it as a dream. but i know, I live in this world, and I can't escape it, I tried. All I can do is live. Live int his Mad World.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world
All around me, there are women, in pain, dying, physically mentally.
this pic shows something I've done a long time ago. I won't go in too much detail on what happened, but something severe happened to me. something I was so developed into, I tried to make it the way I wanted.. but I knew that wouldn't do anything.
On the top right is an image of my grandmom. she's dying, I know it.
on the upper left is my mom. she died.
on the bottom left is my sister, she's mentally un-stable. possibly worse then I am since I can choose to make good decisions.. but she.. she has never had anyone to be her role model. All the women around us are always in pain, who can she have to teach her? she had to go through her feminine problems all on her own. She has to cry alone, because she's the youngest and because she's the only female besides my grandmom. She just may be more alone then I am. I worry so much for her, and all these things go through my mind at a fast pace. I'm worried.. and yet, I want to believe it's all a dream. I want to leave it as a dream. but i know, I live in this world, and I can't escape it, I tried. All I can do is live. Live int his Mad World.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world
Category Artwork (Digital) / Miscellaneous
Species Housecat
Size 900 x 700px
File Size 181.7 kB
I'm sorry to hear about that; it all sounds very over-whelming, but know that we're your friends (I know we don't know each other incredibly well yet, but I want to help as much as I can) and we will do our best to help you.
And if this were under different circumstances, my comment would have gone like this:
I love that song! You rock!
<333
Though, I'm sorry for that outburst; just wanted to tell you that you rock for having a TFF song. ^__^
*hugs*
And if this were under different circumstances, my comment would have gone like this:
I love that song! You rock!
<333
Though, I'm sorry for that outburst; just wanted to tell you that you rock for having a TFF song. ^__^
*hugs*
mew ok then:
thank you very much. But please, don't worry so much over me ^^; it is over whelming but I don't have it as bad as some people I know do.
I can take care of myself and if need be, I am always there for my sister. when certain things happen to her, she hugs me for support. I am also there for my grandmom.
secondly: yes, the song rocks. it was amazingly used for gears of war commercials, and ever since then it has been stuck in my head.
*hugs*
thank you very much. But please, don't worry so much over me ^^; it is over whelming but I don't have it as bad as some people I know do.
I can take care of myself and if need be, I am always there for my sister. when certain things happen to her, she hugs me for support. I am also there for my grandmom.
secondly: yes, the song rocks. it was amazingly used for gears of war commercials, and ever since then it has been stuck in my head.
*hugs*
Things can combine and seem overwhelming at times... it happens to everyone, be it death or otherwise. All we can do is pick up, and move onward. I know you can.
Side note: Funnily enough, the Gary Jules version of the song (AKA The better version) started playing mere seconds before I saw this.
Side note: Funnily enough, the Gary Jules version of the song (AKA The better version) started playing mere seconds before I saw this.
.... Sniffle..... *Huggles*
I Stair Blank At This Wall, A-And Often Wonder Is It All Worth It....
.... God, W-Why Do I Bother Getting Up At All.... For What A News Report About Another
Killing Of Some Poor Soul Who No One Is Going To Remember Come Tommorow....
A Bombing In Some Foreign Land Where Women And Children Die Cause Some Old Guy In A Suit And Tie Cant Have His Way.... Where Natural Disasters Happen Everyday But No One Could Care Less....
....
....
....
....
.... But Then I See Roses Bloom And Babies Being Born.... A Gentle Rain In Some Wooded Land....
Rivers And Streams, Where Baby Animal And There Mothers, Fathers Eat, Drink And Play.... An Ice Caped Mountain With Clouds That Move For Me And You.... Its Not The Greatest.... But Its Mine, And I Think To My Self What A Wonderful World.
*Huggles*
And Just Hang In There.
I Stair Blank At This Wall, A-And Often Wonder Is It All Worth It....
.... God, W-Why Do I Bother Getting Up At All.... For What A News Report About Another
Killing Of Some Poor Soul Who No One Is Going To Remember Come Tommorow....
A Bombing In Some Foreign Land Where Women And Children Die Cause Some Old Guy In A Suit And Tie Cant Have His Way.... Where Natural Disasters Happen Everyday But No One Could Care Less....
....
....
....
....
.... But Then I See Roses Bloom And Babies Being Born.... A Gentle Rain In Some Wooded Land....
Rivers And Streams, Where Baby Animal And There Mothers, Fathers Eat, Drink And Play.... An Ice Caped Mountain With Clouds That Move For Me And You.... Its Not The Greatest.... But Its Mine, And I Think To My Self What A Wonderful World.
*Huggles*
And Just Hang In There.
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