Vent art. At work a lot of times some people will tell me to smile, but it annoys me cuz everytime they're literally just walking past me. I don't have anything to smile about. I smile when I'm actually feeling okay or when something is funny, I hate it when people pester me about smiling or not looking happy at work because it makes no difference in my day and just annoys me. If I do give them a fake-smile or reassure them(well.. lie..) that I'm okay, nothing. They don't talk to me, they just continue one like WTF was the point? If people NEED to say something to me, telling me to smile isn't an option. Say hi or something. I'll smile when I have a reason to smile. I hate fake-smiling just to get people who don't actually care away. Fake smiling feels stupid x.x

I'm very unstable right now..