Inspiration:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ejsM0VF-Os

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqds0B_meys

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mjlM_RnsVE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHkozMIXZ8w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHpvlr_kG6U


I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and all your demons
I´ll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason
I´ll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices son
They´re one in the same, I must isolate you...
Isolate and save you from yourself


Okay, a bit of back story. Back when I first started drawing furries I has having issues with family. So my only escape was art. I created this creature. A black fox with lots of eyes (the number would change a lot) jagged teeth, claws, and oil like ooze and tentacles. (Nothing funny or gross like that.)

He'd just be a monster. All those songs above are basically "Him." Whenever I need to vent, whenever I feel like I am losing control of my world, the things in my life. The bad luck. The whisper in my ear telling me its my fault. It is him.


He is the image of my demons.

Honestly, I have not drawn him in a while due to a major character change within myself. I became more reliant on my own wit and skill to get by in life. I'd steadied myself and become more offensive than defensive.

(Thus most of my more recent vent art would be less sad and more combative.)

I love drawing the oil like stuff, the emotions. It is fun, it is different. I missed drawing him despite not needing to do so anymore.

He is still there, he always will be. But I've learned to handle my issues more.