This is a recent piece of writting that I made in order to help me to get rid of those feelings... I'm passing by a very difficult moment in my life and its not easy to overcome. I just want that it finishes soon...

Desperation
The air turns cold, the scent of fear and loneliness draws near
I scream on the darkness, hoping my voice will reach you
Thus nothing happen, my voice is consumed by the darkness
I feel alone, forgotten and afraid.

I look every place near me, searching in desperation for an exit
An exit that don’t exist for me, but that I still look for
My soul, trapped in this place is suffering
My life start to fall apart and I collapse on the ground.

I can’t get up, my pains and sufferings are heavy
I cry for you, screaming in the darkness for your help
With tears in my eyes I beg for you, crying in pain
But silence is the only one that answers.

There, in the dark ground, my body stands still
With no force to move anymore, I give up
I close my eyes, hoping to see you once more
But I only see darkness around me.

With my last breath I say: “I… am sorry”
With pain, I raise my hand hoping that you’ll take me away
But I collapse, with the look to the sky
On this foul ground, my body will lay for eternity… alone.