This was done when I lost my first, and most loved girlfriend. befor I turned gay. looking back, would I have interest in her body anymore? No. But would I still date her, if just for her personality? Most likely. What can I say, I still love the girl. Even as a gay man, she never has left my heart. but she wants nothing to do with me anymore. I've accepted this now, so this little work of art is now just a mark of my past.