I realized that you were my problem, i could have been better so much longer ago but i was so emotionally conviced i couldnt live without you,,, i was too scared to leave you, but now i see that it was the best choice i could make, because im happy now! I can talk to Jax again, i dont feel like killing myself, because theres no reasonf for it to bother me anymore! I can be his friend again! I havent cut since I was with Ace, I dont wanna die anymore, im happy! happiar than i ever been in my life,its amazing! And for the last few months of our relationship, i dont think i really loved you,,, i think i was just scared! I didnt leave you for Ace, but i did like him, and liking him made me reazlie that i didnt love you anymore, and i knew i wanted to move on! our relationship was so fucking unhealthy and its over now, and I feel so great!


Zee and I may be the only left from the orignal 6...
but its ok cause i have new people in my life!