: / *hugs*

*hugs*....... I love you Ivy........

love ya too. : (

Sorry to hear about that. I had trouble getting over my first love. it sucks. Again if you ever want to talk I'll alaways talk to ya.

thank you, *smooch*

You're welcome. Just trying to be there for an online friend that I've know for a while.

*hugs* :(

miss you already *hug*

Mhhh, I so know this kind of feeling x.x Had a really good and close friend, but that turned completely bollocks, we parted ways (and that’s putting it mildly) and still, I can’t *really* hate him, although I would have plenty good reasons to...

I can't say a have a reason to hate him. It just makes me feel awful when I see how inconsiderate he can really be. it 5 years we've been together... I need him to respect me for I still love him.

oh my, some people can't do that hun. Seriously my ex still can't do that they hate me badly but I still can't hate them. I just want them to understand that I love them cause of the 2 and a half years we had together. I do get that same feeling though as to why I Can't get over him or hate him.

it happens when you love so deeply for so long. but then.. all I asked was for some respect.. he can do whatever he wants I'm not stopping him. but I don't want to C it... in Ac 2008 I saw him making out with someone many people know here... and then I find out some more stuff that I really don't want to know.. but yeah... there you have it.... thanks jeffrey (yamibliss)

It's hard to not notice it. Honestly I respect you both and I didn't know what happen so it is none of my bissness to really know in all honestly. Don't blame him for anything though he might be just as heartbroken inside as well and just trying to find the love you gave him through other people. My ex cheated on me behind my back right online when I thought he was talking to a "friend" and I got very hurt. But we still "talk" I hope you two at least can still talk.

funny thing is.... I'm online cuz I'm in his house.

Oh wow, well have you guys tried talking about it. I mean have you told him how you still feel? Or does he just not wanna hear it.

he knows... but whay I'm gonna keep saying the same thing over and over again... it's useless... so watever.. I got to swallow it up all.

You gotta let it out every once in a while. bottling it up is self destruction which is more of a bad thing them a good thing.

-snuggls you tight- well he is hard to hate and so are you -pets your head- but dont worry pain makes you stronger when it comes to love i promise you will find some one new that will make your purdy face smile once more