I once may have had a daughter whom I eventually drowned
the surface without the memories, a fostering is found
I once may have been a mother who could not begin to bare
the existential development, the reality I do not share
I once failed her and no other could take her place
for sadness is the only thing now I can openly face

inspired by Shima33's " Ya Think? " which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/shima33/ya-think