I've been trying to allow myself to feel my emotions more than I normally do in an effort to heal. Don't know if it will work, but I can't keep going down my normal route. It's proven to create spontaneous combustion.
Today I had a strong urge to draw this - so I did. It actually felt good to draw this. Despite the unhappy theme, I enjoy seeing myself from the outside in a vulnerable moment.
Maybe one day I'll feel 'normal' again. Maybe one day I won't be plagued by stress and anxiety.
.......you can't get rid of the Babadook.
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axikor
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axikor
Today I had a strong urge to draw this - so I did. It actually felt good to draw this. Despite the unhappy theme, I enjoy seeing myself from the outside in a vulnerable moment.
Maybe one day I'll feel 'normal' again. Maybe one day I won't be plagued by stress and anxiety.
.......you can't get rid of the Babadook.
Art ©
axikorCharacter ©
axikor
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Wyvern
Size 1000 x 1000px
File Size 631.8 kB
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This has been an ongoing thing for me over the last few years. It seems to be gradually escalating, though. More of an accumulation of a lot of smaller stressors, as well as a chunk that I don't know where it comes from.
Making this piece and posting it publicly is part of an effort to force myself to deal with it, rather than hide it like usual. Not looking for pity, but I do appreciate your concern. :)
Making this piece and posting it publicly is part of an effort to force myself to deal with it, rather than hide it like usual. Not looking for pity, but I do appreciate your concern. :)
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