I went to find someone on SL... He used to be my long distance boyfriend with depression and thought about suicide before meeting me. I was alone and depressive myself, for everyone that I once knew left and upright told me that I'm a waste of time.

He was stuck in a state whilst I was stuck in mine, promising that I'd come and love him more than I already did... Sure there were some misconceptions... text chat can do that to you and cause laughs... But that's exactly what ended my relationship with him...

For when I wanted to get my family to help me get to him, I was scared of what they would do because of how badly they reacted to when I told them myself... And my Ex gave me encouragement and He had fun with another fur to occupy the time I would be gone ... Only to have them flip out because they forgot... I was upset and snuck this skype to tell him what happened and say thanks for encouragement:
[11/3/2014 11:01:29 PM] Sheshiska Sheshren: Thanks a lot... :( I might not be able to find a way to speak with you again... :( My parents are super Christian Extremists... :( And all I wanted to do tonight was hang out... :(

Did any of you think that was treating him like sh**? No? Well he did because after getting my folks to think that I meant happily antisocial, I checked Skype to see that my contact with him was erased with a text to my Kik saying that all I did was treat him like dirt...

All month was Hellish after that... (Except meeting some good furs ^_^) This Wolgon didn't want to lose the Hyena... So I gave more Skypes to try and get him back:

[11/4/2014 4:41:39 PM] Sheshiska Sheshren: I wasn't meaning to treat you like crap. I was hurt by my family...
[11/4/2014 4:49:32 PM] Sheshiska Sheshren: What happened in SL I didn't mind about, What happened in RL did. It was my family's fault... Not your's... So I'm sorry that you feel like shit... And that this is the last note between us... As this broke my promise to you... Something I never wanted to break... Sorry for wasting your time... :(

I went back to SL from time to time, and never saw him until that I got news tonight that he might have committed suicide... I howled in pain, whimpering as tears fell... Knowing that I fell in love with someone that only entered my life to cause this hole in my heart... Still yearning for my 'yena...love...and friendship of real family... Yet afraid of more hurt of losing more or getting my time wasted... :'(