I know time does move on and so everything and everyone does, but when you have the feeling of what feels like a broken promise for friendship and left hanging, where you don't hear from someone back.
Now I got to have this painful struggle again and not having anyone close to help me kill the pain and drown my depression with being social and happiness...
It sucks really but this is how I am still feeling after what happened this month and knowing that I can't see anyone until the possibility for a con or even just a remote change that someone takes their time to at least come up and visit or take me down to a meet.
I'm sick to the point that even the thought I bust into tears....
But sorry guys, don't bloody mind me really.