I am insensitive, I have a tendency to pay more attention to the things that I need
Sometimes I drink too much, sometimes I test your trust, sometimes I don't know why you stay with me~
I'm hard to love, hard to love, no I don't make it easy. I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood.
I'm hard to love, hard to love and you say that you need me. I don't deserve it but I love that you love me good.
I am a short fuse, I am a wrecking ball crashing into your hear like I do
you're like a sunday mornin'; full or grace, I wish I could be more like you.

I'm hard to love, hard to love, no I don't make it easy. I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood.
I'm hard to love, hard to love and you say that you need me. I don't deserve it but I love that you love me good~
'Girl' you've given me a million second chances and I don't ever want to take you for granted"

Hard to Love - Lee Brice

I don't know how you've put up with me so long honestly. But damn i'm glad you have... Yeah, like I've said before, we have things to work on. Both of us, me especially and I wish I could be perfect for you but I can't. A year may seem like a long time to you, but it really isn't. The years fly if you don't count them. "A watched pot never boils" ever hear that saying? In a way it's true. Everything takes longer when you try to count every second. I'm beyond happy we've made it so far, and I honestly believe we can make it so much further. :heart: I told you earlier, hinting to you things about this, what this drawing means.
If you still don't quite get it, let me break it down a bit:
It may be cold in these times, not the brightest, but there's still a warm glow. Hand in hand, these times may not be the brightest, but they aren't the darkest either, and the 'Winter' will turn back again. Back to 'Spring'. Warmer. Brighter. Spring is a symbol of a new start. Something to grow.
However this is Winter. It may not be your most favorite time of the year but it's important. These cold, bare times are what get rid of the old. Give the 'earth' time to recover and prepare for something far better.
As for the view, it's an outlook. An outlook over these times, hoping and knowing something better will come in the future. Leaving the cold behind. Looking ahead instad of back.
As I've stated before:: "If you keep re-reading the last chapter, you can never reach the new one"

Yeahhh it's corny as fuck comparing what we have to the seasons but. It's all I've got. I'm really bad with words. I believe we'll make it to spring through this winter hand in hand, with a warm glow remaining. We just take out time, ONE STEP at a time. Slowly. I know it sucks to wait. But as I've said "Good things come to those who wait.":heart:

I love you more then you'll ever know or believe. I want you to be happy. I was US to be happy.

Happy Anniversary Beautiful

Sorry if this isn't put together the best ever it's 3 am

PS: This was Painted in FireAlpaca, using tackpad & my fingers.
I started around 11:30 AM - 12 PM this morning/afternoon...and I finally finished at 3 AM this night. RIP my fingers and eyes. But i'm actually pretty proud of this.

Art & Etcher © me myself and I

Kayden © my bae