Inspired by Vivziepop's Die Young Fan Animated Music Video

I'm really not pleased with this piece. I was attempting to try a different style, but instead find that I just got caught in between styles and created a mess. I focus too much on anatomy to create a overly cartoony style, but I exagerate eyes and am too disproportionate for realism. I have also figured out that my grasp for color is minimal at best, and I take FAR too long to create something so simple. More and more I am finding that I am disappointing myself as an artist. I don't know what I need to do to get better, but I don't want to keep creating things like this.