i recently lost my best friend. his name was bubba.
he was only 7&1/2 years old. he was the best thing to ever happen to my life&i miss him so much.
he was my little ray of sunshine, my little prince.
he helped with my depression so much, he was basically the cure to it.
but over three months ago he fell ill&started hurting all over the place.
he couldn't move, he couldn't be pet, or even held.
we tried everything for him, but surgery as the vets didn't even know what was going on with him&we didn't want to risk him being in even more pain after the surgery.
so he was put down on 10.10.14
&as he was passing i sang "last night, good night" by miku hatsune to him.
he gave me one final kiss before passing&looked me straight in the eyes as his soul left this earth.
i watched as his once bright loving eyes went dull&lifeless. i held his lifeless body to my chest as i cried over him telling that i loved him so much&that- someday i'll see him again&that he better be a good boy up in heaven til then.

my heart aches whenever i speak about him&i end up bawling over him. (i am bawling as i type this, i'm still really upset about him having to be put down even though i know it was for the best.)
he's heaven's little angel now.
rest in peace baby boy.
i love you so much.

10.10.14