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still feeling really shitty, nothing has gone right since i've gotten home
i'm just exhausted i want to sleep for days without being bothered at all
i'm lonely
i'm missing everything i had worked so hard for
i'm missing everything i turned my life upside down for
nothing i did ever made a difference
i get so angry when i even think about her face
logic says its only partly her fault but my heart says it all went to shit because of her
i fucking hate having female friends this always happens to me they always end up taking the person i love the most away
none of my female friends will ever meet my significant other again
because i'm always the one who gets the shit end of the deal
they live their lives guilt free
and i have to move everything back home by myself
and have to deal with my parents disappointment because i was a fucking idiot who tried to follow her heart
he didn't even seem to give a shit about what had happened
just seemed to brush it off like it was no big deal
then i feel guilty for being angry
knowing i got what was coming to me and i deserved it for being so naive
feel like my feelings aren't valid
i'm supposed to be happy, right? because the one i loved the most is happy now
happier than he ever was with me
i'm just exhausted
i'm just exhausted i want to sleep for days without being bothered at all
i'm lonely
i'm missing everything i had worked so hard for
i'm missing everything i turned my life upside down for
nothing i did ever made a difference
i get so angry when i even think about her face
logic says its only partly her fault but my heart says it all went to shit because of her
i fucking hate having female friends this always happens to me they always end up taking the person i love the most away
none of my female friends will ever meet my significant other again
because i'm always the one who gets the shit end of the deal
they live their lives guilt free
and i have to move everything back home by myself
and have to deal with my parents disappointment because i was a fucking idiot who tried to follow her heart
he didn't even seem to give a shit about what had happened
just seemed to brush it off like it was no big deal
then i feel guilty for being angry
knowing i got what was coming to me and i deserved it for being so naive
feel like my feelings aren't valid
i'm supposed to be happy, right? because the one i loved the most is happy now
happier than he ever was with me
i'm just exhausted
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I don't quite understand what's going on with her... but I think I get the gist. Women are manipulative little bitches, don't get me wrong. I'm sorry that everything seems to be falling apart.
Let everything out and cry.
I don't know you personally but you seem like a great person who doesn't deserve this shitfest.
In the moments where you fall down, you have the choice to get up. So do so, show everyone that you're not afraid to face the storm. It may be hard but you have your watchers to support you.
Otherwise though, I sincerely hope things look up for you. You deserve what's best for you.
Take it slow! I might not be a motivator but if you need to talk, you can note me, as an option.
Let everything out and cry.
I don't know you personally but you seem like a great person who doesn't deserve this shitfest.
In the moments where you fall down, you have the choice to get up. So do so, show everyone that you're not afraid to face the storm. It may be hard but you have your watchers to support you.
Otherwise though, I sincerely hope things look up for you. You deserve what's best for you.
Take it slow! I might not be a motivator but if you need to talk, you can note me, as an option.
*Offers a big hug to a fellow alien* Things will always look bad, but to make them look better, you have to collect those feelings, put them in the airlock, and say "I don't need you." And wave, as they get launched into empty space without meaning. My point is, brush them off. All they are is part of your mind, they only hurt if you let them I hope such a thing doesn't happen to you again, and I'm sorry you had to go through this in the first place. I hope you feel better soon, Protocol, we, your watchers, are here as support for you. The light ALWAYS breaks through the darkness when things look their worst.
It's good that you're feeling something. Get mad, sad, lose your mind, etc; just don't do harm to anyone while experiencing those emotions and you'll be alright. You DON'T want to do what I did when a girl I was with for 7 years decided she was falling in love with someone else. At first I was upset, but then I went numb. I focused on other things to take my mind off it and tried to pretend that 7 years of my life didn't just become this big blank space as if I had dreamed it. That's when my mind turned homicidal and I began fantasizing of things that I thought I'd never dream of thinking.
That said, don't try to dwell on it too much either. Nothing is going to change what happened and you need to figure out how to make yourself feel better about it. All that matters is YOUR happiness and nobody else's. Now's not the time to be selfless; it'll only hurt more and the people involved in this aren't going to reciprocate. Go break some chairs, or draw it out beside a box of tissues, however you prefer to deal with how you're feeling WITHOUT hurting yourself or anyone else, and then try to pick up the pieces. You'll do just fine in a little while. =)
That said, don't try to dwell on it too much either. Nothing is going to change what happened and you need to figure out how to make yourself feel better about it. All that matters is YOUR happiness and nobody else's. Now's not the time to be selfless; it'll only hurt more and the people involved in this aren't going to reciprocate. Go break some chairs, or draw it out beside a box of tissues, however you prefer to deal with how you're feeling WITHOUT hurting yourself or anyone else, and then try to pick up the pieces. You'll do just fine in a little while. =)
Oh boy, i know how this kind of feelings can be painful and can last long...i'm still in this kind of mood myself, so i can't really help you with a long speech, but i hope that you'll go better with time :c btw, if you want to talk to somebody, i'd be glad to be of some help :)
Take your time to heal your wounds and you'll be able to carry on :)
Take your time to heal your wounds and you'll be able to carry on :)
I know the feeling of dealing with disappointed parents, as for the other stuff, I can only imagine what it is like.
I wouldn't judge anything based on whether or not someone is male or female in terms of what is going on because i have seen from one end of the spectrum to the other.
I am here if you need to talk any, know that you have friends that love you. *sends some hugs your way*
I wouldn't judge anything based on whether or not someone is male or female in terms of what is going on because i have seen from one end of the spectrum to the other.
I am here if you need to talk any, know that you have friends that love you. *sends some hugs your way*
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