Suicide note. (awareness! I'm not going to kill myself!!)
PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO ANYTHING SUiCIDE RELATED!
BUT IF YOU EVER THOUGHT OF IT YOURSELF, OR FEEL BAD. PLEASE MESSAGE ME!
I'M HERE IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO!!!!!
I'm not really good with words.. But in 2014 I really heard about many suicides. including friends, friends of my friends and people unknown to me.
It really bothers me that things like this happen..
If anyone in my friends list, ever EVER says anything mean to someone. Or ever bullies anyone. Or don't respect anyone. Please remove me from your list. I'd never want to see your face again.
I've been bullied and beaten up for years because I was poor and ugly.
I still get bullied sometimes. And It really did hurt me.
I've struggled with Post-traumatic Stress Disorder since I was 11. Till my 18th. And I got bullied for being quiet. I got bullied worse and worse when people found out I was scared.
I've been suicidal since I was 13. I got over it when I was 18.
I've almost killed myself 4 times. I got rescued twice. Oher times I managed to change my mind.
Please, if you ever see anyone who is sad, scared, depressed, stressed etc. Offer them your help! Offer them a friend to talk to. If you are not sure how to talk with them, let them add me! Do you struggle with any of these problems? Talk to me!
It's not necessarily that we need someone to talk to us, but it's that we need someone to talk to. I've always had to hide my problems. Stacking them up. The moment I found friends who I could talk to, really helped me feel better. I don't necessarily need you to talk to me, I just need you to listen. Be a listening ear. And you might already be helping. Just listen to their stories. Maybe give them ideas about how to make it better. Make jokes to make them laugh. GET THEIR MIND OFF OF SUICIDE.
Again. I'm not good with words. But I'm damn good at listening.
Every story I've kept in my heart. Every person. I keep in my heart.
A life saved, is your time well spent.
BUT IF YOU EVER THOUGHT OF IT YOURSELF, OR FEEL BAD. PLEASE MESSAGE ME!
I'M HERE IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO!!!!!
I'm not really good with words.. But in 2014 I really heard about many suicides. including friends, friends of my friends and people unknown to me.
It really bothers me that things like this happen..
If anyone in my friends list, ever EVER says anything mean to someone. Or ever bullies anyone. Or don't respect anyone. Please remove me from your list. I'd never want to see your face again.
I've been bullied and beaten up for years because I was poor and ugly.
I still get bullied sometimes. And It really did hurt me.
I've struggled with Post-traumatic Stress Disorder since I was 11. Till my 18th. And I got bullied for being quiet. I got bullied worse and worse when people found out I was scared.
I've been suicidal since I was 13. I got over it when I was 18.
I've almost killed myself 4 times. I got rescued twice. Oher times I managed to change my mind.
Please, if you ever see anyone who is sad, scared, depressed, stressed etc. Offer them your help! Offer them a friend to talk to. If you are not sure how to talk with them, let them add me! Do you struggle with any of these problems? Talk to me!
It's not necessarily that we need someone to talk to us, but it's that we need someone to talk to. I've always had to hide my problems. Stacking them up. The moment I found friends who I could talk to, really helped me feel better. I don't necessarily need you to talk to me, I just need you to listen. Be a listening ear. And you might already be helping. Just listen to their stories. Maybe give them ideas about how to make it better. Make jokes to make them laugh. GET THEIR MIND OFF OF SUICIDE.
Again. I'm not good with words. But I'm damn good at listening.
Every story I've kept in my heart. Every person. I keep in my heart.
A life saved, is your time well spent.
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Your words have moved me to tears, because I am confronted with such a decision... I live alone, my mother is in an old people's home, where I don't get to so quickly either... Although I know that I have friends and still don't want to burden them with my problems, it tears me apart inside... There would be the first voice 'Bring it to an end, then nobody hurts you anymore and the heavy depression is over!' I don't want to reveal my past to anyone, because it is too rough and others are only pulling down. Every goddamn night I want my heart to stop beating, I fall down somewhere and break my neck... I am not alone, I know that... and so stupid to know how much sorrow it brings the others when I take my life... My screams fade away unheard, the downward spiral tears me down with an incredible speed, even if I take my damn medications... I am tired and go to bed... Thanks for the comfort, and the sorrow I'm going through, I don't wish anyone.
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