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Why does she makes me feel this way?
Like just another face
A ghost in the wind
A stick in the mud
A fucking loser
Why do you hate me?
Why can't i just talk to you?
Vent to you?
Confide in you?
Cry to you?
I'm not a ghost
I'm not a robot
Maybe I am a monster yes I was born a loser
Can't you just be proud of your young women?
Why do you always have to talk her down?
Treat her as if she isn't a equal
Just why?
I swear I've been bitter all day
My mom started a conversation with me about work so
I tell her about it and vented
Apparently it's my fault I work doubles everythime i work
It's my fault I get burned out even though I'm not the inconsiderate one making the schedule
Apparently i don't know what it feels like to be stressed out
If that is the truth
Why am I depressed?
Why am I a nervous wreck?
Why do I pull out my hair?
Why do my hands sweat?
Why do I cry at night?
Why do I fucking smoke so much!?
Why am I fucking unhappy if i don't know what stress really is?
She thinks because I'm only 20 i haven't experienced things
The fuck? Oh yeah?
Ask. Me I dare you ask me about my life
Ask me about the things I can't tell you and why I can't tell you
I d.a.r.e. Y.o.u.
I swear to god if you tell me it's because I want to be one more time I'll killmyself
I'm not depressed, sad, angry, bipolar or nervous because I want to be it's because I am alone, I feel alone, I am abandoned, you dint love me, you aren't here for me.you aren't my mother
End of vent sorry guys
Like just another face
A ghost in the wind
A stick in the mud
A fucking loser
Why do you hate me?
Why can't i just talk to you?
Vent to you?
Confide in you?
Cry to you?
I'm not a ghost
I'm not a robot
Maybe I am a monster yes I was born a loser
Can't you just be proud of your young women?
Why do you always have to talk her down?
Treat her as if she isn't a equal
Just why?
I swear I've been bitter all day
My mom started a conversation with me about work so
I tell her about it and vented
Apparently it's my fault I work doubles everythime i work
It's my fault I get burned out even though I'm not the inconsiderate one making the schedule
Apparently i don't know what it feels like to be stressed out
If that is the truth
Why am I depressed?
Why am I a nervous wreck?
Why do I pull out my hair?
Why do my hands sweat?
Why do I cry at night?
Why do I fucking smoke so much!?
Why am I fucking unhappy if i don't know what stress really is?
She thinks because I'm only 20 i haven't experienced things
The fuck? Oh yeah?
Ask. Me I dare you ask me about my life
Ask me about the things I can't tell you and why I can't tell you
I d.a.r.e. Y.o.u.
I swear to god if you tell me it's because I want to be one more time I'll killmyself
I'm not depressed, sad, angry, bipolar or nervous because I want to be it's because I am alone, I feel alone, I am abandoned, you dint love me, you aren't here for me.you aren't my mother
End of vent sorry guys
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People often don't understand... especially if they don't experience it themselves. Those who don't suffer from mental illness, don't understand it. They don't understand how hard it is and they claim that you CHOOSE to be that way. I sum it up this way... They've never felt it, so they can't empathize with it. BECAUSE they've never felt it. Either that or they're in denial when they do feel it, brainwashed by all those who say that you can change it. It's like someone who has never tried vanilla ice cream, how can they like or dislike it if they've never tried it? They can't, they simply can't. They have no experience on the matter so they have no way to empathize with those who do or do not like it. And if, say, they don't like it, then they don't understand how someone can like it because they've never had that experience... does that make sense?
People who don't suffer from anxiety, depression, mental illness, simply cannot grasp or understand how hard it can get. They don't understand how hard it is to keep going because they've never had that experience... Thankfully, there are some who educate themselves and are able to empathize to an extent... or even those who go through it as well and can understand your pain to an extent (Because everyone is different with different reactions) but there are still those who think that just because it's in your head, that it doesn't exist. Which is sad and painful...
I have a step-gramma who, when I lived with her, would tell me to just STOP being upset. To STOP. Just STOP. That I had the power to feel that way and I was CHOOSING to feel that way. Now, I realize some of the things I see, hear, feel, think are not LOGICAL, I REALIZE this... but I cannot stop feeling them. I am mentally ILL. I do not think or comprehend the way normal people do. Thus, I cannot change it. I wish I could, but I can't.
Just as you cannot change it. You can want and wish and hope and try all you want, but those feelings will remain. This is not making you at fault, it is simply a bug in the system that you cannot help. It is not your fault. It does not make you a bad person... By no means does it mean you are broken either, there are many others, like you, who have problems living daily because of bugs in their systems. This does NOT make them, or you, less of a person. It just means things need to be handled a little more carefully. And that's not bad.
I'm sorry you're having troubles, and I'm terribly sorry that your mother doesn't understand... It's truly a saddening thing... and while I can't exactly give you a hug or anything, know that I do understand to an extent, to the best that I can, and I support you, my friend. I'm sorry for your troubles and I hope someday she can understand.
People who don't suffer from anxiety, depression, mental illness, simply cannot grasp or understand how hard it can get. They don't understand how hard it is to keep going because they've never had that experience... Thankfully, there are some who educate themselves and are able to empathize to an extent... or even those who go through it as well and can understand your pain to an extent (Because everyone is different with different reactions) but there are still those who think that just because it's in your head, that it doesn't exist. Which is sad and painful...
I have a step-gramma who, when I lived with her, would tell me to just STOP being upset. To STOP. Just STOP. That I had the power to feel that way and I was CHOOSING to feel that way. Now, I realize some of the things I see, hear, feel, think are not LOGICAL, I REALIZE this... but I cannot stop feeling them. I am mentally ILL. I do not think or comprehend the way normal people do. Thus, I cannot change it. I wish I could, but I can't.
Just as you cannot change it. You can want and wish and hope and try all you want, but those feelings will remain. This is not making you at fault, it is simply a bug in the system that you cannot help. It is not your fault. It does not make you a bad person... By no means does it mean you are broken either, there are many others, like you, who have problems living daily because of bugs in their systems. This does NOT make them, or you, less of a person. It just means things need to be handled a little more carefully. And that's not bad.
I'm sorry you're having troubles, and I'm terribly sorry that your mother doesn't understand... It's truly a saddening thing... and while I can't exactly give you a hug or anything, know that I do understand to an extent, to the best that I can, and I support you, my friend. I'm sorry for your troubles and I hope someday she can understand.
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