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It Still Hurts... And The Jealousy Still Flows Strong...
I Know I Have New Watchers But I Had A Crush On The Assistant Youth Pastor At My Church Who Was 34 (I`m 20).. He Was Single New I Had A Crush On Him... Never Talked To Me About It.... A Few In The Church Also New About My Crush On Him Said We`d Make A Cute Couple And All That.... But The Main Youth Pastor Said He Wasnt Looking For A Relationship And He Was To Old For Me.. I Still Had Feelings For Him... I Was Waiting For Him To Tell Me That... Well I End Up Going To North Carolina For Three Months And Like A Week Before I`m Heading Back Home... Its On FB Hes In A Relationship With A Girl A Year Fucking Older Then I Am(21).... WHAT THE FUCKING HELL..!!!! Just Stab Me Threw The Heart With A Jagged Knife... I Had A Crush On Him For Almost A Year.... That Fucking Hurt... It Still Hurts.... I Went To Church Once Since I`ve Been Back Couldnt Stand It... My Jealousy Just... It Was Nice Seeing Him But I Couldnt Stay Around Him.... Its Been About 2 Months Since Ive Been Back To Church... Nobodys Messaged Me... I Guess They Didnt Really Miss At All...
I Dont Open Up Often.... And I Did Once Again And Got Hurt....
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I Know I Have New Watchers But I Had A Crush On The Assistant Youth Pastor At My Church Who Was 34 (I`m 20).. He Was Single New I Had A Crush On Him... Never Talked To Me About It.... A Few In The Church Also New About My Crush On Him Said We`d Make A Cute Couple And All That.... But The Main Youth Pastor Said He Wasnt Looking For A Relationship And He Was To Old For Me.. I Still Had Feelings For Him... I Was Waiting For Him To Tell Me That... Well I End Up Going To North Carolina For Three Months And Like A Week Before I`m Heading Back Home... Its On FB Hes In A Relationship With A Girl A Year Fucking Older Then I Am(21).... WHAT THE FUCKING HELL..!!!! Just Stab Me Threw The Heart With A Jagged Knife... I Had A Crush On Him For Almost A Year.... That Fucking Hurt... It Still Hurts.... I Went To Church Once Since I`ve Been Back Couldnt Stand It... My Jealousy Just... It Was Nice Seeing Him But I Couldnt Stay Around Him.... Its Been About 2 Months Since Ive Been Back To Church... Nobodys Messaged Me... I Guess They Didnt Really Miss At All...
I Dont Open Up Often.... And I Did Once Again And Got Hurt....
Sighs........
Art By Me
Pibb Belongs To Me
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I hope you're doing okay,that sounds like its been a rough year, crush wise, but when ever life decides to be an asshole, ('scuse my language) give it the middle finger. It may suck now but in time youll think "im glad i didn't tell him how i felt" honestly i can't even imagine what it must feel like but you need to think that there is a positive to it! for example, you now know that he doesn't take other peoples feelings into consideration. its a downside to him so i guess thats a positive in your books? im not sure, im not great with this kind of stuff but you have to remain positive! Also your art is fabulous! so thats a positive!
Yeah... I`ve Been Trying To... Its Hard When You Dont Really Have Any Friends Outside The Internet To Be Beside You... But I Do Have Great Friends Online... Just I Keep Things Pent Up Inside Until I Snap... Which Is Bad...
Yeah And Thank You...
Just Finally Snapped And Drew A Vent Art....
Yeah And Thank You...
Just Finally Snapped And Drew A Vent Art....
i may not be besides you but im always free to email or chat on here if you ever want to talk, but i know what you mea, its always nice to have someone to sit next to and just chat. just remember to keep veting, building up things inside, its not healthy, mentally anyways. and if you vent by doing art do more of that! your art is great and venting things through art really lets off some steam. just try not to go through anything alone! and like i said before, you can email me anytime!
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