Excuse my shitty hand writing
SO UM YEAH THIS IS MY FURSONA PERIDOT
She looks like me only a lot cuter and more tom-boyish
I CAN NEVER DRAW UGLY SHIT
THEY ALWAYS COME OUT CUTE
long desc warning, don't be so mad at me pls ;-;
Her name's Peridot cause that's what my Birth Stone is
She's a Squirrel cause my cousin who passed a few years and was a really important part of my life back gave me that nickname since I was extremely hyper as a kid
I've always wanted to make a Squirrel fursona because of that but I never was really able to actually draw her up until now
I drew her now cause of a dream I've had where my cousin visited me to tell me that he was doing alright and that he misses and loves us all, and to stop being so worried (I think about him on a constant bases and wonder how he's doing and what not. Honestly, I still can't get over his death for some reason)
When I woke up, I felt pretty depressed but at the same time, I was incredibly happy. I cried when I tried to tell my mom what happened in the dream cause it was so sad LOL
It couldve been that part of my brain telling me to stop being so damn emotional about things that happened long ago, but you know. Even if it might've been that, it still made me pretty happy.
I guess you can say I made this fursona somewhat in his honor, and this month on the 18th is going to officially mark the 5th year that he's been gone
Seems silly to make a fursona in honor of a loved one whose passed on but, BUT YKNOW
WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT WAYS OF SHOWING OFF THE LOVE
I might actually make him into one, I'm not sure yet. He always reminded me of a rottweiler for some reason XD I might even use him for skits and what not
And no, Peridot will not be used for porn
She was not created for that purpose, she's going to be used in short comic skits
she's suppose to be me, it would be really fucking weird for me to make stuff of her doing freak shit LOL
SO UM, YEAH
Also;
DONT SHIT ON MY BELIEFS
I'm not one to shit on anyone elses beliefs, so I really despise people who shit on mine and try hard to convince me otherwise
And no, I am not religious. If I was, I wouldn't be here on FA, believe me LOL
Theres a difference between believing in things and being religous
ANYWAY
Peridot © me
SO UM YEAH THIS IS MY FURSONA PERIDOT
She looks like me only a lot cuter and more tom-boyish
I CAN NEVER DRAW UGLY SHIT
THEY ALWAYS COME OUT CUTE
long desc warning, don't be so mad at me pls ;-;
Her name's Peridot cause that's what my Birth Stone is
She's a Squirrel cause my cousin who passed a few years and was a really important part of my life back gave me that nickname since I was extremely hyper as a kid
I've always wanted to make a Squirrel fursona because of that but I never was really able to actually draw her up until now
I drew her now cause of a dream I've had where my cousin visited me to tell me that he was doing alright and that he misses and loves us all, and to stop being so worried (I think about him on a constant bases and wonder how he's doing and what not. Honestly, I still can't get over his death for some reason)
When I woke up, I felt pretty depressed but at the same time, I was incredibly happy. I cried when I tried to tell my mom what happened in the dream cause it was so sad LOL
It couldve been that part of my brain telling me to stop being so damn emotional about things that happened long ago, but you know. Even if it might've been that, it still made me pretty happy.
I guess you can say I made this fursona somewhat in his honor, and this month on the 18th is going to officially mark the 5th year that he's been gone
Seems silly to make a fursona in honor of a loved one whose passed on but, BUT YKNOW
WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT WAYS OF SHOWING OFF THE LOVE
I might actually make him into one, I'm not sure yet. He always reminded me of a rottweiler for some reason XD I might even use him for skits and what not
And no, Peridot will not be used for porn
She was not created for that purpose, she's going to be used in short comic skits
she's suppose to be me, it would be really fucking weird for me to make stuff of her doing freak shit LOL
SO UM, YEAH
Also;
DONT SHIT ON MY BELIEFS
I'm not one to shit on anyone elses beliefs, so I really despise people who shit on mine and try hard to convince me otherwise
And no, I am not religious. If I was, I wouldn't be here on FA, believe me LOL
Theres a difference between believing in things and being religous
ANYWAY
Peridot © me
Category Artwork (Traditional) / All
Species Squirrel
Size 949 x 1280px
File Size 235.8 kB
To the art: Peridot! Sister! We squirrels are so underloved it isn't even funny. D: So happy to see you. ^^
To the description: It does carry an emotional toll, your words I mean. Creating something to honor someone is never something to laugh about. We didn't create the Memorial Wall for nothing, right? It may be a wall, but it honors those that have passed. You drew a sona for him, in honor of him. No one should get mad at that.
Lol, so true about the differences.
To the description: It does carry an emotional toll, your words I mean. Creating something to honor someone is never something to laugh about. We didn't create the Memorial Wall for nothing, right? It may be a wall, but it honors those that have passed. You drew a sona for him, in honor of him. No one should get mad at that.
Lol, so true about the differences.
I don't mean to bring down the mood BUT.
I have/had dreams of my mom and my dog fairly often. Usually not at the same time lol. For the longest time though, I'd wake up from dreams about them and I'd already be crying. It happened so often that it inspired a short poem that I hold pretty close.
Since about 4-6 months ago I stopped having the "remembrance" dreams. Now it's more just the memories of them that I dream about.
It's hard to lose someone, and that pain never goes away. The pain just becomes smaller as our lives become bigger.
I have/had dreams of my mom and my dog fairly often. Usually not at the same time lol. For the longest time though, I'd wake up from dreams about them and I'd already be crying. It happened so often that it inspired a short poem that I hold pretty close.
Since about 4-6 months ago I stopped having the "remembrance" dreams. Now it's more just the memories of them that I dream about.
It's hard to lose someone, and that pain never goes away. The pain just becomes smaller as our lives become bigger.
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