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I don't really know where to start this, I've been scarce on here so I feel like it's about time I said why and gave you guys a lookout for the future.
Guess I'll just dive in and try to organize the ups and downs as best as I can. (Actually, if anyone wants to read the hella long details- they are down yonder. But I'm going to put commission announcement stuff up here for easy access.)
CURRENT COMMISSIONS:
I was kind of dragging my feet on commissions due to depression/anxiety/stress from situations, but I've reached a point where I'm getting my footing and I plan on knocking my list out this week.
FUTURE COMMISSIONS:
I currently have 44 unread notes in my inbox for commissions. I'm going to be replying to those notes after I get some art drawn up today, and depending on how much I can chip away from the list I am considering accepting new commissions this week and on.
I understand that some people might not still be interested/able to get commissions who noted me within the last two weeks, but if you've sent me a note for a commission and you are still interested OR if you would like a commission in the near future, I'll start accepting new commissions here soon!
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DOWNS
1. Calhoun died.
2. Savannah got sick.
3. Car wreck.
UPS
1. Calhoun is at peace!
2. Savannah is on meds and in much better condition than Calhoun had been!
3. Car's been fixed, paid for by the other driver's insurance, and is better than new! Also plot twist.
Calhoun:
Calhoun passed away on the night of the secon2nd, just a few hours after getting her home from the vet. Part of me wanted to be hopelessly furious, because Dr. Walker had told us that she was definitely improving and had hope of a full recovery. He said she was still breathing laboriously, and she was obviously weak from fighting pneumonia. You could see the outline of her little bones easily, and she had originally weighed 46g but had dropped down to 32g.
The vet suggested that we give her store-bought yogurt to help get her weight up again while we gave her a second 2-week round of antibiotics. This time he went for 250mg of Trimeth/Sulfa instead of 100mg of Baytril/Doxycycline. It would have been a lighter medicine, less heavy and taxing on her little body. Unfortunately, I never had a chance to even open it.
I was a little hysterical when it happened, seeing as she passed away in my hands. With something like that you just sort of cycle through the desperation of trying to rationalize how something that was just alive in the palm of your hand is suddenly gone.
For the next couple of days I was pretty down. Especially once I found out that next morning that Savannah (Calhoun's previous cagemate) had developed head tilt and was suddenly sick.
After a while though, I kind of realized that it's better that Calhoun is at peace now. I could muse on the idea that maybe she would have recovered- but I'm one of those people who believe that everything happens for a reason. And I think that reason is that she was suffering, that the pneumonia had done it's worst and she was miserable. With thinking that, I'm able to find some kind of acceptance and peace, myself. I miss her like hell, because she was a damn good mousebaby. But I consider myself lucky to have had her at all, even if it was what I want to consider a short time- I'm still lucky.
So, sad story. Happy ending? I wanted to let all of you know, those who have been so patient and supportive and sympathetic during her sickness. I guess it's customary for people to tell my they are sorry about this, but I don't want anyone to feel sad or weird or uncomfortable about it. I'd rather keep in mind how adorable and smart she once was, rather than how she's gone now. And getting to have a mouse like that, there's nothing to be sorry for.
Savannah:
Since Savannah is a mouse who was bred with the lethal yellow gene (the A(y) allele) she is prone to a basketful of health issues. Anything from obesity, to tumors, to cancer, to sudden premature death. Fortunately up until now, she's only been a bit of a chunk. Overweight but healthy.
Unfortunately, the morning after Calhoun passed we noticed her walking around awkwardly with her head twisted to the side.
So within hours, she'd developed what's known as 'head tilt'. It is usually caused by a bacterial ear infection. BUT, it can also be caused by a brain tumor. Since Savannah is at risk for tumors and cancer, we feared the worst. Unfortunately, it was Saturday. And we couldn't take her to the vet until Thursday due to the full schedules at Highland.
Dr. Walker told us it's more than likely just an ear infection. Head tilts do tend to be permanent, to some degree, but we can knock out that bacteria. So- she's not very happy with me right now seeing as she got a shot at the vet, has to have a 1mL dose of anti-inflammatory/painkiller and 2 .05mL doses of peanut butter flavored antibiotic every day- but she'll just have to deal with it and be happy for the extra treats she's getting for all her troubles.
Car Wreck:
I've been in plenty of wrecks in my life, but never as the driver. Gotta say, it's really super fun when you're on your way home and an eighteen-wheeler in the right lane suddenly decides they want to be in the left lane.
It's even more fun when you're already in the left lane, exactly where they want to be.
EVEN more fun when they don't use a blinker and just cut you off.
And super totally absolutely fun when there's a giant truck blocking any exit into the suicide lane and the car that's been tailgating you at top speed crashes into your car's butt.
I swear though, I have to give my little car credit. She somehow managed to stop perfectly so that I didn't plow into the eighteen wheeler OR get shoved into the truck and pinned between it and the eighteen wheeler. Also, the rear hit was hard enough to send my Jurassic Park book, bag, and sketchbook sailing into the air and into various areas of the floorboard. But when I got out to check the bumper, expecting catastrophe, there was hardly a scratch. Not a single dent.
I kind of feel bad for the dude driving the Lexus though, the hood of his car was crinkled up and in at least a foot deep.
Luckily, it wasn't a hit-and-run situation. He was found at fault for following too closely, and his insurance paid to have everything restored back to it's original quality. (Which, seeing as we just got the car on December 20th- was brand new )
At first I was kind of miffed. Not really at the other driver or anything in particular- but just the situation. Like, why the hell did this just happen?
But remember how I said that I think everything happens for a reason? Get this.
My dad's been seeing this awful married woman for several years now. She's practically a gold-digger, and uses him remorselessly. You might ask why my dad would get involved with a married woman, and the answer to that would be that he had no idea she was married. She's that woman, the one who says she isn't married but actually is. And has a kid. And lives with the dude.
Apparently she has a history of infidelity. and she has been on and off with dad- reeling him in with stories about how her husband is history, how she is done with him, you name it- only for dad to find out otherwise and to be dropped later on.
Come to find out, the night I was hit (the freaking TIME I was hit) he was on his way to see her for the first time in a long time. He had just pulled up to her house when I called him and let him know what had happened. And instead of getting involved with her, he left without telling her anything and drove over to the wreck.
And furthermore, he was telling her that he had time to think after having to deal with the insurance and wreck details- and he doesn't want to deal with any of her crap anymore. He wanted to officially end it, and was telling her to go try to live a faithful life with her husband and to leave him alone.
& I was kind of sort of on my way to see someone, I was feeling kind of weak-minded and was missing my old friend. I was thinking about how depressing it was that I couldn't pick them up in my new car, or show them my room, or my pets, or sketchbook project, or paintings. I was planning on asking them to come with me to a cabin in Gatlinburg, so we could talk and kind of just hang out and I could get away from all the stress of current happenings in the mountains. (Those cabins have some bomb-ass hot tubs and views and fireplaces and everythinglkdf) But I feel like the wreck was kind of a back-on-track for both dad and I, I guess. At least he's getting away from that wretch!
I know you guys probably don't give a hoot, and that's okay- but I feel like an agent of divine intervention or something. I can't imagine a better coincidental benefit of getting in a wreck.
Not having to pay a deductible or for the car's body work is a bonus too :>
So I've been gone due to some heavy stuff, but I've come to terms/resolved all of it as best as I can and am super stoked to not be so down anymore :D Thank you everyone for your sweet words and concern and everything, you're the best! <3
Guess I'll just dive in and try to organize the ups and downs as best as I can. (Actually, if anyone wants to read the hella long details- they are down yonder. But I'm going to put commission announcement stuff up here for easy access.)
CURRENT COMMISSIONS:
I was kind of dragging my feet on commissions due to depression/anxiety/stress from situations, but I've reached a point where I'm getting my footing and I plan on knocking my list out this week.
FUTURE COMMISSIONS:
I currently have 44 unread notes in my inbox for commissions. I'm going to be replying to those notes after I get some art drawn up today, and depending on how much I can chip away from the list I am considering accepting new commissions this week and on.
I understand that some people might not still be interested/able to get commissions who noted me within the last two weeks, but if you've sent me a note for a commission and you are still interested OR if you would like a commission in the near future, I'll start accepting new commissions here soon!
DOWNS
1. Calhoun died.
2. Savannah got sick.
3. Car wreck.
UPS
1. Calhoun is at peace!
2. Savannah is on meds and in much better condition than Calhoun had been!
3. Car's been fixed, paid for by the other driver's insurance, and is better than new! Also plot twist.
Calhoun:
Calhoun passed away on the night of the secon2nd, just a few hours after getting her home from the vet. Part of me wanted to be hopelessly furious, because Dr. Walker had told us that she was definitely improving and had hope of a full recovery. He said she was still breathing laboriously, and she was obviously weak from fighting pneumonia. You could see the outline of her little bones easily, and she had originally weighed 46g but had dropped down to 32g.
The vet suggested that we give her store-bought yogurt to help get her weight up again while we gave her a second 2-week round of antibiotics. This time he went for 250mg of Trimeth/Sulfa instead of 100mg of Baytril/Doxycycline. It would have been a lighter medicine, less heavy and taxing on her little body. Unfortunately, I never had a chance to even open it.
I was a little hysterical when it happened, seeing as she passed away in my hands. With something like that you just sort of cycle through the desperation of trying to rationalize how something that was just alive in the palm of your hand is suddenly gone.
For the next couple of days I was pretty down. Especially once I found out that next morning that Savannah (Calhoun's previous cagemate) had developed head tilt and was suddenly sick.
After a while though, I kind of realized that it's better that Calhoun is at peace now. I could muse on the idea that maybe she would have recovered- but I'm one of those people who believe that everything happens for a reason. And I think that reason is that she was suffering, that the pneumonia had done it's worst and she was miserable. With thinking that, I'm able to find some kind of acceptance and peace, myself. I miss her like hell, because she was a damn good mousebaby. But I consider myself lucky to have had her at all, even if it was what I want to consider a short time- I'm still lucky.
So, sad story. Happy ending? I wanted to let all of you know, those who have been so patient and supportive and sympathetic during her sickness. I guess it's customary for people to tell my they are sorry about this, but I don't want anyone to feel sad or weird or uncomfortable about it. I'd rather keep in mind how adorable and smart she once was, rather than how she's gone now. And getting to have a mouse like that, there's nothing to be sorry for.
Savannah:
Since Savannah is a mouse who was bred with the lethal yellow gene (the A(y) allele) she is prone to a basketful of health issues. Anything from obesity, to tumors, to cancer, to sudden premature death. Fortunately up until now, she's only been a bit of a chunk. Overweight but healthy.
Unfortunately, the morning after Calhoun passed we noticed her walking around awkwardly with her head twisted to the side.
So within hours, she'd developed what's known as 'head tilt'. It is usually caused by a bacterial ear infection. BUT, it can also be caused by a brain tumor. Since Savannah is at risk for tumors and cancer, we feared the worst. Unfortunately, it was Saturday. And we couldn't take her to the vet until Thursday due to the full schedules at Highland.
Dr. Walker told us it's more than likely just an ear infection. Head tilts do tend to be permanent, to some degree, but we can knock out that bacteria. So- she's not very happy with me right now seeing as she got a shot at the vet, has to have a 1mL dose of anti-inflammatory/painkiller and 2 .05mL doses of peanut butter flavored antibiotic every day- but she'll just have to deal with it and be happy for the extra treats she's getting for all her troubles.
Car Wreck:
I've been in plenty of wrecks in my life, but never as the driver. Gotta say, it's really super fun when you're on your way home and an eighteen-wheeler in the right lane suddenly decides they want to be in the left lane.
It's even more fun when you're already in the left lane, exactly where they want to be.
EVEN more fun when they don't use a blinker and just cut you off.
And super totally absolutely fun when there's a giant truck blocking any exit into the suicide lane and the car that's been tailgating you at top speed crashes into your car's butt.
I swear though, I have to give my little car credit. She somehow managed to stop perfectly so that I didn't plow into the eighteen wheeler OR get shoved into the truck and pinned between it and the eighteen wheeler. Also, the rear hit was hard enough to send my Jurassic Park book, bag, and sketchbook sailing into the air and into various areas of the floorboard. But when I got out to check the bumper, expecting catastrophe, there was hardly a scratch. Not a single dent.
I kind of feel bad for the dude driving the Lexus though, the hood of his car was crinkled up and in at least a foot deep.
Luckily, it wasn't a hit-and-run situation. He was found at fault for following too closely, and his insurance paid to have everything restored back to it's original quality. (Which, seeing as we just got the car on December 20th- was brand new )
At first I was kind of miffed. Not really at the other driver or anything in particular- but just the situation. Like, why the hell did this just happen?
But remember how I said that I think everything happens for a reason? Get this.
My dad's been seeing this awful married woman for several years now. She's practically a gold-digger, and uses him remorselessly. You might ask why my dad would get involved with a married woman, and the answer to that would be that he had no idea she was married. She's that woman, the one who says she isn't married but actually is. And has a kid. And lives with the dude.
Apparently she has a history of infidelity. and she has been on and off with dad- reeling him in with stories about how her husband is history, how she is done with him, you name it- only for dad to find out otherwise and to be dropped later on.
Come to find out, the night I was hit (the freaking TIME I was hit) he was on his way to see her for the first time in a long time. He had just pulled up to her house when I called him and let him know what had happened. And instead of getting involved with her, he left without telling her anything and drove over to the wreck.
And furthermore, he was telling her that he had time to think after having to deal with the insurance and wreck details- and he doesn't want to deal with any of her crap anymore. He wanted to officially end it, and was telling her to go try to live a faithful life with her husband and to leave him alone.
& I was kind of sort of on my way to see someone, I was feeling kind of weak-minded and was missing my old friend. I was thinking about how depressing it was that I couldn't pick them up in my new car, or show them my room, or my pets, or sketchbook project, or paintings. I was planning on asking them to come with me to a cabin in Gatlinburg, so we could talk and kind of just hang out and I could get away from all the stress of current happenings in the mountains. (Those cabins have some bomb-ass hot tubs and views and fireplaces and everythinglkdf) But I feel like the wreck was kind of a back-on-track for both dad and I, I guess. At least he's getting away from that wretch!
I know you guys probably don't give a hoot, and that's okay- but I feel like an agent of divine intervention or something. I can't imagine a better coincidental benefit of getting in a wreck.
Not having to pay a deductible or for the car's body work is a bonus too :>
So I've been gone due to some heavy stuff, but I've come to terms/resolved all of it as best as I can and am super stoked to not be so down anymore :D Thank you everyone for your sweet words and concern and everything, you're the best! <3
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I'm so glad to hear that you've gotten things ironed out and are feeling better!!
I definitely do not blame you for taking that necessary time, it sounds like you had a lot on your plate for sure.
But we are all definitely glad to have you back, AND in one piece! Glad you stayed safe and your car did it's job.
Not to mention this artwork is absolutely breathtaking. You're amazing.
I definitely do not blame you for taking that necessary time, it sounds like you had a lot on your plate for sure.
But we are all definitely glad to have you back, AND in one piece! Glad you stayed safe and your car did it's job.
Not to mention this artwork is absolutely breathtaking. You're amazing.
I'm just gonna say this: You seem like one hell of an awesome person, and if I could, I'd gladly hang out with you sometime. I'm happy that you're doing ok despite all the hardships, so just keep your head up, keep breathing, and don't let life get you down.
If you ever need someone to talk to, note me and I'll give you my Skype or my Yahoo or my AIM or whatever. I like to try and be there for a good person when they're in need.
In the meantime, don't overwork yourself and don't stress so much on the commissions that you owe. Your personal health and well-being are far more important than a porny art-piece, you know? :P
Take care, and I hope things continue to improve for you.
If you ever need someone to talk to, note me and I'll give you my Skype or my Yahoo or my AIM or whatever. I like to try and be there for a good person when they're in need.
In the meantime, don't overwork yourself and don't stress so much on the commissions that you owe. Your personal health and well-being are far more important than a porny art-piece, you know? :P
Take care, and I hope things continue to improve for you.
im so sorry to hear about your mousebaby :C but it is always nice to be able to find peace knowing they aren't suffering anymore. it takes a very strong person to see past their love and needs to do that *offers hugs* hopefully your second mouse will be healed up in no time and things in that department will start to normalize.
as for your wreck - firstly i am very glad you are ok! tailgaters just wooooow i'd say that is the #1 way to hack me off for that very reason. it makes me mad just thinking about it >.< but you're ok and your insurance is going to do its job so everything is good X3 as for semis - that terrifies me too x.x but talk about planets aligning and the universe speaking. im a "everything happens for a reason" person too but sometimes it isn't that easy to see or understand. im happy that something that could have been pretty bad turned out to be pretty good instead!
here's to things going up from here! *sends good vibes your way*
as for your wreck - firstly i am very glad you are ok! tailgaters just wooooow i'd say that is the #1 way to hack me off for that very reason. it makes me mad just thinking about it >.< but you're ok and your insurance is going to do its job so everything is good X3 as for semis - that terrifies me too x.x but talk about planets aligning and the universe speaking. im a "everything happens for a reason" person too but sometimes it isn't that easy to see or understand. im happy that something that could have been pretty bad turned out to be pretty good instead!
here's to things going up from here! *sends good vibes your way*
I don't think I could write enough about this post but just wow.
I really admire your outlook on all this, I'm sure it was hard to come to that conclusion about Calhoun but she had a hell of a mommy in you and you were there for her until the end and that's the hardest but best way for it to be.
I hope Savannah makes a full recovery!
And I agree that someone was looking out for you in that wreck and I'm just amazed (for lack of a better word) that that car wreck worked out in so many positive ways!
I can't wait to see more art from you and I wish you the best in all modes of recovery!
I really admire your outlook on all this, I'm sure it was hard to come to that conclusion about Calhoun but she had a hell of a mommy in you and you were there for her until the end and that's the hardest but best way for it to be.
I hope Savannah makes a full recovery!
And I agree that someone was looking out for you in that wreck and I'm just amazed (for lack of a better word) that that car wreck worked out in so many positive ways!
I can't wait to see more art from you and I wish you the best in all modes of recovery!
I'm sorry for your loss. I'm glad you're ok, that sounds like a terrifying wreck, and tailgaters are assholes. I'm glad your Dad is doing better and not with that thing anymore. I hope things keep looking up. I admire your positive attitude about this and trying to find the reasoning behind it. Its nice.
Wow! *hugs* I'm glad you're okay, accidents are never fun no matter how minor the damage. I'm also glad your father came to see the light and that Calhoun is no longer suffering (it sounds like she had a wonderful life with you--mice do not often have that luxury). You are totally awesome for being so strong about all of these events--keep that chin up :3
Holy shit that must have been scary oh my god. I'm personally terrified of driving and getting in cars just from my experiences with close calls! I've never once been in an accident of any kind like that. Wow, I gotta hand it to you, with all of that stuff, I would have just given up and holed myself up in my room for the next month instead of saying "this is the kick in the butt I need WAR HAR HAR" You're exquisitely brave and holy shit I'm proud. You bet your buttered buns that I wish I had that quality!
I've had to deal with my rabbits dying in either my hands or near me because of something I did and it still haunts me to this day. I'm glad Calhoun is in peave now and that's cool. Besides, now you get a special mouse that sees the world in a whole new way ;D
Confuckinggratulations to your dad for his decision. He must be a really good man : ) I'm also proud of him. Great job on both of you. None of this was easy but you're pulling through and it can only get better from here, amirite? ;)
Keep that pretty little head up <3
I've had to deal with my rabbits dying in either my hands or near me because of something I did and it still haunts me to this day. I'm glad Calhoun is in peave now and that's cool. Besides, now you get a special mouse that sees the world in a whole new way ;D
Confuckinggratulations to your dad for his decision. He must be a really good man : ) I'm also proud of him. Great job on both of you. None of this was easy but you're pulling through and it can only get better from here, amirite? ;)
Keep that pretty little head up <3
Awwh no. I was really rooting for Calhoun, too. But, you're right, she is in a better place.
Here's hoping Savannah does alright with those antibiotics. Like Coffaefox said, at least she'll have a very interesting, new perspective from which to see the world. x3
As for that car wreck, wow. The circumstances leading to it, aside, that really is some really crazy timing all the same. Good on your dad for thinking everything through and dropping that horrid woman out of his life. D:
I dunno though, having stayed once or twice in some cabins up in Blue Ridge, that IS a fantastic way to de-stress a lot... Maybe an opportunity like that will come your way anyway, though, even if it's not with that particular friend? (I sorta got the vibe that the cabin idea was a bad idea because of going with that particular friend? Otherwise I'm not too sure why that'd be bad, honestly..! Aside from maybe a lot of money if you're trying to save up for other things? 's got me curious, really.)
and gosh, you gotta stop actin' like we all don't care 'bout what's going on with you. :P I only really know you from our interactions when I commissioned you, and other stuff you've posted here, but I'll totally agree with sebastion: you seem like a hella cool lady and I'd totally be down to hang out with you sometime, too.
Here's hoping Savannah does alright with those antibiotics. Like Coffaefox said, at least she'll have a very interesting, new perspective from which to see the world. x3
As for that car wreck, wow. The circumstances leading to it, aside, that really is some really crazy timing all the same. Good on your dad for thinking everything through and dropping that horrid woman out of his life. D:
I dunno though, having stayed once or twice in some cabins up in Blue Ridge, that IS a fantastic way to de-stress a lot... Maybe an opportunity like that will come your way anyway, though, even if it's not with that particular friend? (I sorta got the vibe that the cabin idea was a bad idea because of going with that particular friend? Otherwise I'm not too sure why that'd be bad, honestly..! Aside from maybe a lot of money if you're trying to save up for other things? 's got me curious, really.)
and gosh, you gotta stop actin' like we all don't care 'bout what's going on with you. :P I only really know you from our interactions when I commissioned you, and other stuff you've posted here, but I'll totally agree with sebastion: you seem like a hella cool lady and I'd totally be down to hang out with you sometime, too.
Wow. You've been through a lot recently. I read the entire thing and all I want to do is tuck you and your loved somewhere to pamper you with awesome stuff for a while. LOL
I'm sure the reason why so many people can be patient is because you keep in contact and let them know what's going on. *hugs*
Also the fact that you're totally effing awesome! 8D
I'm sure the reason why so many people can be patient is because you keep in contact and let them know what's going on. *hugs*
Also the fact that you're totally effing awesome! 8D
It's so beyond gross how fucking beautiful this looks!
Can I just squeeze in the window there too and enjoy the view? I've got coffee/tea/coco and cupcakes. :3
Sorry to hear about Calhoun but I am glad things are working out for Savannah, the car wreck, your dad, and yourself.
You still have me on skype and I am always available for listening if you ever need to rant, cry, talk, laugh, whatever. ^-^
Can I just squeeze in the window there too and enjoy the view? I've got coffee/tea/coco and cupcakes. :3
Sorry to hear about Calhoun but I am glad things are working out for Savannah, the car wreck, your dad, and yourself.
You still have me on skype and I am always available for listening if you ever need to rant, cry, talk, laugh, whatever. ^-^
i'm so sorry to hear about your mousebb. i've never commented on your fa before but i'm a huge, huge, huge fan. i lost my cat of 10 years to sudden onset of cancer just the day after xmas and it was, really rough (ok let's be honest it still is). your outlook is so strong and that thought is the only thing that helps me get through the day sometimes. <3 i'm glad you are okay and that everything seemed to turn out for the better.
and, also, this is gorgeous. <3
and, also, this is gorgeous. <3
I am completely supportive of you and your life and I do care about what happens.
If anything I've heard that a very loved baby will wait for the most important person to die. My bestie's mouse pinky died in her hand, it wasn't doing to well so we kinda figured it waited for her before moving on. So you were her most important person and she was happy and content where she took her last breath. So you can take comfort that she's in a better place and she died happily feeling super cared for.
Hopefully Sav will be fine, but at least you're aware that she's prone to health issues. So it's not so much as a surprise as a: Ah! thing.
I'm sorry that you were in a wreck, but very pleased with how things came out c: You and your old man ended up benefiting, he's no longer being strung along, and you're well onto the way of more healing and calm acceptance.
I hope you don't think I overstepped my bounds D: but but but -wellintentionedthoughts-
If anything I've heard that a very loved baby will wait for the most important person to die. My bestie's mouse pinky died in her hand, it wasn't doing to well so we kinda figured it waited for her before moving on. So you were her most important person and she was happy and content where she took her last breath. So you can take comfort that she's in a better place and she died happily feeling super cared for.
Hopefully Sav will be fine, but at least you're aware that she's prone to health issues. So it's not so much as a surprise as a: Ah! thing.
I'm sorry that you were in a wreck, but very pleased with how things came out c: You and your old man ended up benefiting, he's no longer being strung along, and you're well onto the way of more healing and calm acceptance.
I hope you don't think I overstepped my bounds D: but but but -wellintentionedthoughts-
So sorry all that happened to you! Glad things are slowly getting back on track though, what a way to start off a year huh? Well best get it out of the way now rather than later
I'm glad Calhoun got to go peacefully at least, it's horrible when pets die...
In a strange way maybe the accident happened for a reason, maybe for your dad to get a bit of awake up call to leave the bitch and get things on track ya? Down the line he'll get himself a nice gal :) that's how things went down for my mom after her nasty break up, now she's going to be married for the first time ever to the most awesome guy ever! Things'll work out in the long run, sometimes things just gotta really really suck first, just keep your head up and back strong!
I'm glad Calhoun got to go peacefully at least, it's horrible when pets die...
In a strange way maybe the accident happened for a reason, maybe for your dad to get a bit of awake up call to leave the bitch and get things on track ya? Down the line he'll get himself a nice gal :) that's how things went down for my mom after her nasty break up, now she's going to be married for the first time ever to the most awesome guy ever! Things'll work out in the long run, sometimes things just gotta really really suck first, just keep your head up and back strong!
All that weight you carry rolling downhill will just provide more momentum to propel you uphill and it sounds like you've already started your ascent.
I'm glad you've the strength to turn all of these hardships in opportunities. You're fantastic and you're going to aspire to greatness.
I'm glad you've the strength to turn all of these hardships in opportunities. You're fantastic and you're going to aspire to greatness.
sorry bout all the crap that's happened to you lately sweetie!
first off so sorry about Calhoun, she's out of pain now hun, I know how that feels when something you love dies in your arms, my kitty Jazzie passed away in my arms and it was heart-breaking! *big hugs*
I hope Savannah picks up soon!
I'm glad you are okay after your crash! it's great about your dad though, what a nice bit of luck to come out of something so bad!
this pic is so beautiful!
first off so sorry about Calhoun, she's out of pain now hun, I know how that feels when something you love dies in your arms, my kitty Jazzie passed away in my arms and it was heart-breaking! *big hugs*
I hope Savannah picks up soon!
I'm glad you are okay after your crash! it's great about your dad though, what a nice bit of luck to come out of something so bad!
this pic is so beautiful!
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