The Mena'Shim are a race dssigned by  tybalt_the_friesian and me. We use them in our Dark Fantasy RPg 'Himmelsstuermer'. I really like them. I like them with the antlers more than without.

But I see that I ... can'T draw human faces anymore... if you look at them seperately it might work, but considering the fact that the boy and the girl should be the same person in the picutres above and below you see something went wrong. *sighs desperately*

I feel bad about my art which is why my commissioners have to wait atm. I am stressed because of my duties for university and then I feel empty. I feel empty because I get the impression I degenerate in my skills rather than learning things.
The only way to learn things for me is to participate in art sessions with other artists. My boyfriend is the only artist I sometimes meet - but as we life far away from each other we can't do that every week or so.

I feel .... art-lonely... like an art-special or art-retarded.
I dunno how to help it. I just wished I was a better artist... I am drawing every day but you guys won't see most of the crap that comes out. And I am pretty disappointed that I don't get better...
I have no other options than try and try and try... bot sometimes I ask myself why. =_=