You're probably mad but listen. Maybe you really should leave them alone. The obvious fact that they've been hostile and that it seems like they won't talk to you first is a sign that they possibly don't care about you anymore. I had an inkling of a feeling that they would do something to hurt you in some way. We can have a Skype call if you want to talk about it. I've been analyzing things and you're starting to show signs of anxiety again. I'll give you some tips and then I can help you feel better, okay? Just give up on trying to make nice with those two and you'll find that things will get better.

Shut the fuck up.
I'm not even gonna text you about this, not gonna waste anything much with my phone or skype
Just please
Shut
Up

Why is such a nice person like you being such a bitch to two important friends of mine

Oh god.
Your analyzations are always top notch.
Like the one where Rona is better than me and that Geph was going to leave Rona for me.
Absolutely the best thing you've ever guessed up.
Because you obviously know the two of us so gosh darned well.
Because, ya know, we've talked before and you know us to a tee now dont ya?

Seriously.
Stop fucking guessing people.
That's disgusting to think anyone would want to purposefully hurt anyone.
Especially after-oh-i dont know-Geph and I had helped Rona through a lot of her actual troubling shit.
But no, we were there just to pull a rug out from under her, because that's fucking hilarious, right?

Grow the fuck up.
Actually talk to Geph or I before making analyzations of us. Or anyone for that matter.
Stirring up shit just because you want to.
Want to know who is the most disgusting in this
It's you.
Congratulations.
You just earned yourself the 'Go Fuck Yourself' award.

*Offers hugs*

Ronas, I have been in your position beforehand and yes... It does suck. If they are you close buds, they will understand that you didn't mean it.

Give it some time for now, recollect yourself and make an attempt to contact them again. I know they appreciate honesty above all else. We all fuck up sometimes, but at the end of it all, they will be there when the smoke settles.

*squeezes* Hang in there hun.

I still hope you will be able to settle things eventually... but maybe right now you need to take some space and give things time to cool down.
Either way, a big NO to that last sentence!

I know you don't know me and maybe it's not of my business or not helping but I've been in situations where things go sour with friends and the best thing you can do right now is stop beating yourself up. If you made mistakes and sincerely regret them then you've already taken a huge step in a positive direction. The only thing anyone can or should expect of you in that kind of situation is for you to do your best to be a better person. That's it. Either they trust your sincerity and forgive or they find themselves unable to forgive you in which case they're going to miss out on the better person you're going to become once the wisdom this is going to teach you kicks in.

Sometimes friendships go sour and it sucks but it's counterproductive to beat yourself up. Easy for me to say I know I've been there but the truth is that the BEST thing you can do to minimize the chances of friendship issues going south again is to love yourself as much as you can. Be kind to yourself. Don't drag yourself through an emotional minefield in the name of 'making amends' because no decent person should want someone else to go through misery in the name of self improvement for their 'friendships's sake. That's selfish and cruel. That's not how love and friendship works.

Friends hurt each other. It happens. You deal with it as best you can forgive each other and move on. It's only when someone clearly does not care enough about the friendship to work at it that it becomes toxic and you clearly want to be a better person so it's not like you're sitting around going 'Yeah fuck them'. Like Bob Marley once said-everybody's going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for. Sometimes being your own best friend comes with a bit of suffering but if you love and forgive yourself for making mistakes it will ease it some.

Mistakes are lessons. Nobody should hate you for the rest of your life because you made a mistake and you sure as hell shouldn't blame yourself if someone else's mistakes are causing you to blame yourself for them. Again I don't know your situation but usually the answer to any given situation where you haven't actually killed someone or something like that is 'forgive yourself, be sincere about wanting to be better, and do the best you can to be the best person you can be while understanding that none of us is perfect so you're going to make mistakes but that's OK because that's how we learn."

Sorry for the lack of punctuation.

offer hugs ^^'='^^

I'd been wondering what happened to the Skype calls, and why noone seemed overly eager to talk about it.

I guess this answers some of that.

If you ever want to talk, hun, you know where to find me.

*hugs*