Been in kind of a bad mood lately >.>
I've been missing someone quite a bit, even though I know they don't deserve it.
This is dedicated to the person who nearly ruined me. They know who they are, and.. I reallly hope they're not reading this. xD;

You're selfcentered and egotistical. Even if you're joking about it. You're an emotionless rock. You need to grow up and think about others besides yourself.

I miss how you used to be- back in middle school. Back when we were inseperable best friends. When you used to send me notes in class asking if I could come over so we could go to the mall or so I could spend the night. I still have some of those.
I need to throw them away- they're meaningless now. Completely meaningless.
Remember all those hours we spend roleplaying until the early hours of the morning? Yeah, I miss that also.
I hope youre happy with your decision. Maybe I should be too. I've learned that you're not the person I thought you were, you're just a hypocrite. I hope you're happy with whatever you're doing now. And I want you to know that I'm completely over you. Your friendship would mean nothing to me now that I know who you really are, what you're really like.

Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I suppose.
I'm kind of grateful for what you did. I don't need you anymore, I can stand on my own. And what you did caused one of the best things thats ever happened to me.



sorry for the meaningless rant
xD;
I just needed to vent.
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Song/lyrics by Clay Aiken.

I see the picture clear now, the fog has lifted.
The wool you tried to pull over my eyes was clever.
Yeah you're gifted.
But you forgot to dot some I's, and cross some T's along the way.
I'm better now despite you baby.
I'm stronger these days.
Stronger.

[Chorus:]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

I can look in the mirror now.
It's been a slow awakening.
Haunted by a heart full of you, couldn't help mistaking.
That you could ever care for anyone.
Anyone but yourself. Hey.
But you would have to have a conscience baby.
Good luck I wish you well.

[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

This heart has been torn in two.
Cut and bruised.
With too many bitter endings.
I'll be damned if I have thoughts of you
Rain on my new beginning.

[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.

I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.