
Just something I was trying to quickly sketch down or later finishing. I keep wanting to draw this while I'm on my subway ride home. It's loosely based off the Gorillaz song from the "Demon Days" sound track.
While waiting on the subway, that long wait of trying to get home or to work, bored, lonely, worried and paranoid. I sort of drift into a mellow feeling.. something that gets me scared and yet calmed. I could kill and not feel anything, I could die and not feel anything, in this state, all I feel is mellow fear.
This is just a WIP, and Naota's hair is up because that's how I wear it when I go to work. Now I should really be sleeping.
While waiting on the subway, that long wait of trying to get home or to work, bored, lonely, worried and paranoid. I sort of drift into a mellow feeling.. something that gets me scared and yet calmed. I could kill and not feel anything, I could die and not feel anything, in this state, all I feel is mellow fear.
This is just a WIP, and Naota's hair is up because that's how I wear it when I go to work. Now I should really be sleeping.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Doodle
Species Housecat
Size 1000 x 1000px
File Size 404 kB
A very fitting picture to the emotion given in Don't Get Lost in Heaven. I can honestly say this is a different, and charming piece. Not random worthless depression, or attention whoring optimism or pecimism. A nice, snug place in between.
I'd love to see this tuned up, colored, and cleaned up. It would certainly keep up this wonderful expression. =)
I'd love to see this tuned up, colored, and cleaned up. It would certainly keep up this wonderful expression. =)
I call that place the Grey area, or just feeling Grey.
It's a place I'm constantly in. Not too upset to the point of emo complaints, and not to the point of hopelessly smiling at life as if something good will happen with mere hope.
Also, I would love to color it and tune it up as soon as I can actually find the time to.
It's a place I'm constantly in. Not too upset to the point of emo complaints, and not to the point of hopelessly smiling at life as if something good will happen with mere hope.
Also, I would love to color it and tune it up as soon as I can actually find the time to.
mew, they don't avoid me, I kind of avoid them.
too many dangerous and annoying people to sit near. people who don't have any dignity and would hump and feel each other up on the train with kids and other people around. or people who would beat me in just to get a few pennies.
I'm a paranoid person but I know these things happen all the time.
too many dangerous and annoying people to sit near. people who don't have any dignity and would hump and feel each other up on the train with kids and other people around. or people who would beat me in just to get a few pennies.
I'm a paranoid person but I know these things happen all the time.
TO be honest I don't know if that feeling is a git or curse I enter it way to often I don't really feel fear like you but I do feel the unaviodable feeling of utter nothingness. In this state I can care less about anything I have been know to hurt myself others get in fights even tell my father I would stab him without as much as a flinch in my look. The only thing I find good about it is the act nothing can really affect me but what I am capable of I guess is the down side. *hugs you tight* love you cheer up hun at least a bit if you can
Don't go over the e-edge.
You'll make a big mista-a-ake.
Nice pic. I've felt like that before. well... actually i think i felt melancholy the last 5 months. Its my standard emotion: none. I try to keep my mind occupied with odd little things, like MEMEs. They amuse me to no end. :3
You'll make a big mista-a-ake.
Nice pic. I've felt like that before. well... actually i think i felt melancholy the last 5 months. Its my standard emotion: none. I try to keep my mind occupied with odd little things, like MEMEs. They amuse me to no end. :3
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