I've been unable to draw vent art for some time now cuz of the art block I get whenever I feel crappy, which is the only time I usually draw vent art. But I managed to get this one done.

When it comes to how I feel emotionally, to put it in a more meraphorical sense, I feel like I am trapped in a deep and dark trench that goes on forever. Either way I go has nothing, just darkness, sometimes it gets deeper and darker but it never goes up or brings me closer to the surface. It rains all the time, leaving the walls of this trench too slippery to climb out and sometimes I get stuck in the mud and it's a painful struggle to get out. It's always cold, dark, and lonely. No one is down here with me. Just me and my misery. This trench is way too deep and dark for anyone to realize I'm down here or just how bad it is cuz they cannot see or understand it and even those who do really have no ways to help me out.

All I really do all day is find distractions and things to keep me busy but somedays I cannot even manage that. I hate to think it'll be this way all my life, I truly see nothing for me and no light ahead of me, this trench goes on forever and it devours any and all light. I don't even have hope in anything anymore, I don't care to get out. I don't know why but this is how I feel and what I deal with internally and emotionally everyday.