Im sorry That I ruined you life and Caused Problems..
I didnt mean to... I want to fix all my wrong doings.. i want to fix what i did wrong..
I want to be your friend again.. I want to be "Epsityrath"again..
Im sorry..
Most Of the time I dont think.. I just do.. im sorry.. im trying to change that, so i think before i do..
I want to make it upto, i truly want to fix this... I still love and care about you as a friend.. sure I still love you as a bf and would still want you as a bf, BUT out of anything, I just want to be your friend again...
Give me 2nd chance please?
i know it may sound like that im begging... but im trying not to and try not make it sound like i am..
everything im saying here i am saying with honesty and from my heart..
I know that im probably wasting my time, wasting my breath, I know that you probably dont care, i know you dont want to be my friend anymore..
but I well and truly want to fix my mistake.. I still care for you.. i still care about you.. you sir a great,talented and a gifted person..
You are one in a million friend.. Ever since I met yuo, you lit up my world and made it more fun despite me going out with you or not, you just make my life more fun. I like hanging with you. Your fun to be with._{Yeah sure i may be obsessed with you.. but oh well}I enjoy Talking with ya. You are amazing. Despite me thinking/knowing that you are the right person for me, I think you deserve better than I because obviously im not a good person to be with.. (i also got told that by other people..)
Im sorry for everything.. I really am.. I feel bad for doing this to you..i really do.. and like i said, i didnt mean to cause problems in your life..
We all make mistakes, its human nature to do so.. and i want to help.. i want to fix this.. i want to make all this better again.. I want to make you happy again..
Im sorry.. I screwd up/fucked up bad... once again, I really truly want to make all this right again..
Give me a chance to make this right, to fix my wrong doings, to sort out this problem.. im terribly sorry about everythiing i have ever done...
Im well and truly sorry..
I want to be your friend again.. again, i still love and care for you as a friend.. I want to look out for you and shtuff..
im really sorry.. i miss you heaps...
i dont have many friends.. let alone good friends.. and ones that I can visit often..
I dont want to forget you.. you were and still are dear to me.. I am always thinking about you at some point in the day, i cant get you off my mind, i tried but no...
im sorry..
I Want to fix what I did.. I care, I fucked up and i want to fix it... im sorry, I wish i could write more, but i dont know what.. and if i kept going i probably be repeating myself.. i honestly do care about you.. I dont want to lose you... i love you as a friend, i care about you, i care about your feelings.. again, we all make mistakes and I want to fix my mistake.. im really terribly sorry and i feel bad for what happend...I dont know what else to say other than that im Truly sorry, sincerely.. I Do feel bad for what happened.. im sorry..
im just a screw up..a mistake..
we arnt all perfect you know.. but yeah.. im sorry..
once more im saying it.. I want to help, I want to fix what i have done, what i have created. I want to fix all of this and make it go away..
Sure friends fight, sure friends can not talk to each other for a while, but friends forgive each other, good friends always try and help their friends, Good friends try and sort out the problem and try and fix things... i unno.. just.. i dint want to lose you and forget about you..
You were and truly one of my Best friends that I could ever have..
Look at all the fun times we had together as friends and such..

*sighs* im probably wasting my time and you not caring with this..


if we were still together and shtuff, I would try and sleep
over your house every 2nd or 3rd day of the week to see him..
cause I dont have school no more, so while you be at school,
ill go to your house during the day and wait for you to come
home and see your smile when you get home from work,
Then I sleep over on that afternoon/night.
while I wait for my mum/dad to come pick me up in the morning,
i would see you go off to work or i would be in the car with you to
take you to worj then go back to your house and wait for my
mum/dad to pick me up to take me home.