This life is suicide

Yet another WIP song

Torture me, for every mistake
Come on raise the stakes
Increase my intake of this pain
Throw it, all away
For just one more day
Of mindless play
I Cry, to feel loved inside
But ultimately, it's hurting me


This life, is suicide
It's killing me, so beautifully
This pride, fills me up inside
It's thrilling me, so keep killing me
With this life
I lie, in the pouring rain
Reveling in all my pain
All your hate and distain
If I, just turn away
You'd just hate me more anyway
Tell me to leave when I stay
But look, into these eyes
All the tears they cry
That I don't even hide or wipe away


This life, is suicide
It's killing me, so beautifully
This pride, fills me up inside
It's thrilling me, so keep killing me
With this life
I give, my life away
Every day of this
Hateful painful bliss
And you try, to break me free of it
You're so full if shit, you should try it
I sigh, in the air tonight
And plead and cry
For this suicide
Don't Deny, you wonder still
I hope you get your fill when my blood spills

But this life, is suicide
It's killing me, so beautifully
This pride, fills me up inside
It's thrilling me, so keep killing
With this life