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I'm sorry I haven't really been posting much guys. Not sure if anyone even really follows my galleries much any more since I haven't time to sew as much as I used to and create plushies.
Lately I have been very emotional and mentally taxed with stress and nothing seeming to go right. I've been missing Sugar very much, so many things I see each day remind me of her...I mistake a towel on the floor in the bathroom for her from the corner of my eye...mistook my Chihuahua's white tail for her's one evening. Thought for sure just the other night...I felt her weight walking up the bed and heard her purring in my ear. I don't think anyone can understand how I feel without her unless you yourself have gone through it. She was my best friend since I was a little girl, she's been by my side nearly my whole life. And when she passed...part of me went with her.
I know she's not -really- gone...because I can still feel her with me sometimes. I have my moments of weakness where I just breakdown and cry like a little baby.
Sometimes art helps me vent those feelings, a feeling of release. It helped me when my grandfather passed away, to paint him. It was how I grieved. Funny...how my art seems to improve with these sorrowful emotions.
You may be gone from this world, Sugar...but you are never gone from my heart...
Lately I have been very emotional and mentally taxed with stress and nothing seeming to go right. I've been missing Sugar very much, so many things I see each day remind me of her...I mistake a towel on the floor in the bathroom for her from the corner of my eye...mistook my Chihuahua's white tail for her's one evening. Thought for sure just the other night...I felt her weight walking up the bed and heard her purring in my ear. I don't think anyone can understand how I feel without her unless you yourself have gone through it. She was my best friend since I was a little girl, she's been by my side nearly my whole life. And when she passed...part of me went with her.
I know she's not -really- gone...because I can still feel her with me sometimes. I have my moments of weakness where I just breakdown and cry like a little baby.
Sometimes art helps me vent those feelings, a feeling of release. It helped me when my grandfather passed away, to paint him. It was how I grieved. Funny...how my art seems to improve with these sorrowful emotions.
You may be gone from this world, Sugar...but you are never gone from my heart...
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Hold on to her with your heart. What you are feeling is normal for a bond so close. I had felt the same thing when my Silver passed away. He was a wolf mix who there when i needed a friend the most. he and i where (and are in some sense) best mates. When you feel her presence just accept it and enjoy. she knows while another may come into your life, it will be to make another space in your heart not try to fill the space she holds
I have an idea how you feel. My cat once got out of my house. It was the first time she had ever been outside, but what made it worse was I wasn't even home when it happened. I was a wreck for days, couldn't sleep, barely ate. After almost a solid week of trying to find her, food "bait", cat treats, I had almost given up.
But as the greatest of luck would have it one of my friends, who is the same person who gave me my cat, tried to cheer me up and take me out to see a movie. As we walked out the door, I got a brief view of my cats back paws running under my friends car. My heart skipped a beat. With a the help of my family and my friend, we got her back inside.
For one week, I felt exactly as you described so I know that pain. And I've treasured every moment ever since.
But as the greatest of luck would have it one of my friends, who is the same person who gave me my cat, tried to cheer me up and take me out to see a movie. As we walked out the door, I got a brief view of my cats back paws running under my friends car. My heart skipped a beat. With a the help of my family and my friend, we got her back inside.
For one week, I felt exactly as you described so I know that pain. And I've treasured every moment ever since.
Like I posted on DA, I too have gone through the same. Sugar will always be with you. Vent art is amazing because it brings out your true potential and shows how you are feeling to those who see it. I'm always here if you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to. *cuddle*
I had my cat Kiki ever since was three myself, and he passed almost two years ago now. On some days I can't help but remember how he used to come into the bathroom in the morning to rub up against my leg before I went to school, and how he would just curl up un my lap as I played on the computer, eventually making my lap so hot my legs would sweat. I can also never forget the way he'd squeek when anyone would pick him up.
It's always a mix of both happiness and a sad longing whenever I remember things about him.
It helps to focus on the happy half of the mix, and charish the moments I still have with my other cat.
I hope the memories strengthen you, and leave you happier than sad.
It's always a mix of both happiness and a sad longing whenever I remember things about him.
It helps to focus on the happy half of the mix, and charish the moments I still have with my other cat.
I hope the memories strengthen you, and leave you happier than sad.
I had my cat Timmy since i was three.. Lost him last year a week before the London Mcm comic con in may. I wasnt there to say goodbye and i wasnt there when they buried him..
That cat saw me through some hard times and i have alot of me ories of him, it still hurts him not being around.
Dont stay hurting with the loose, smile with the fact you had that amazing cat and no one can take those memories away from you. Mourning is a long progress, but youre attitude will determin youre recovery time :')
That cat saw me through some hard times and i have alot of me ories of him, it still hurts him not being around.
Dont stay hurting with the loose, smile with the fact you had that amazing cat and no one can take those memories away from you. Mourning is a long progress, but youre attitude will determin youre recovery time :')
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