I feel so badly to again, draw something for myself of my own characters, instead of finishing art I owe for others, and gifts I'm working on for others. I have them sketched, it's just when I have sat down to draw lately my voices have struggled to break through.
I also feel bad for my voices lately, my sadness and anger seem to be manifesting strongly through them lately. How sad is that? That I feel bad for my own characters.

I don't draw my dear Troi near enough. Everyone who does know of him knows of him as the pretty, flamboyant, cute little gay boy he is. He is generally happy and filled with playfulness and vibrance. He enjoys life in a way many of us wish we could.

But he has not always been that way. Troi's story is one of redemption. Devon and he are like in this - while Devon's redemption took a more physical form in taking his sight, Troi's took a more psychological form of changing him from a sexually promiscuous, drug addicted boy who lived his life on the edge - to a still beautiful boy, that does not take his life for granted, and savors every moment, full of love, beauty, and reverence.

He is now paired with Saturnine's Lulu which could not be more suiting, as Devon is paired with Antique's Hush. They are sort of a duo when it comes to their stories. And both fall under the intense protection of Anima and Neema, who helped both survive in their darkest times.

Idk what I was doing with his top, accidentally made too many layers when I fucked up inking. I blame you for inspiring me with your layers and my inability to draw them as awesome as you! >:|

Anyway blah blah Troi when he was a hot mess, should have left his hair white because he quit taking care of himself for a while, and being an albino all color you see on him is dyed. Jolyn venting with more sad angsty bloody Maynard lyric arts. Blaaaah blah.

I also just rambled a ton hi whoever read all this junk. Have a pretty gay albino fennec boy who just sliced his wrists open.

Troi + Art © JGF 2015